A random guy I met was complaining to me he had weird feelings going through his body. I asked if he also felt like he was drugged. Answer was yess. And we both didn't take drugs.
Except me, I do smoke Mary Jane (soft drugs) . You can say I'm addicted to it, but lately it's like my body and mind are rejecting it. What actually is really good for me. Because I'm less lazy and slow.
I even started my own business. It's like something is guiding me. Not all that's happening in my life now is positief. But the future looks pretty bright I would say
So I want to know about you. What happened to you in the last few weeks? Did or do you feel anything? did you start with something new in your life?
I do believe different energies are at play on this earth.
Maybe it's changing all of us.
That's my belief.
Fellow addict here trying to kick the habit. It's totally worth giving it up man.
Let me guess.
Everything without weed feels boring. You don't feel creative/inspired without it. Feel irritable and dull without it. Nothing sounds better than that next toke.
For me, it never had anything to do with dulling pain or trying to escape anything. I've had a good life - great career, great gf, great friends, live in my dream neighborhood. It was more about making every good thing - better. To kick back and let loose. I was a high functioning stoner, and somehow that helped me rationalize the lifestyle. My absolute favorite thing to do would be to smoke and then spend hours traversing rabbit holes. I felt more sociable while high and felt awkward without it. Before I knew it, I fell into a trap mentality and started making decisions that past me would have seriously questioned, just to get high. I always thought that there's no way sober life could ever be as good as literally being high every day. I figured some day I'd just have to succumb to the boring sober life. I no longer think that. The high life is just a series of peaks and valleys. The peaks are great. The valleys just feel like the period of time before you can hit the next peak. It's no way to live. The beginning of a detox will feel like one long valley but eventually you can get to a point where you're riding a long steady sober peak (I sure beat that metaphor to death).
Reddit is a cesspool but I highly recommend bouncing over to r/leaves. Some real inspiring stuff there.
I can relate to the escapism. The hamster wheel is never what’s advertised. I hope you find a way out.
Cheers.