Not sure if this is the right place to post but it ties into everything that's going on in the world and I need some help. I hope this post won't be deleted and I'll keep it as short as possible. This is my own personal experience.
I've had interest in psychedelics for a few years now and have dabbled because of my curiosity to understand the nature of consciousness. I heard of DMT 2 years ago from a friend who was experienced and it's been on my mind since. Long story short I tried low doses around the holidays and a month ago I went for a full breakthrough. For anyone who doesn't know it's when you take a high dose and wake up in another dimension. You are not inebriated and nothing is distorted. You literally wake up in the spirit world with no body, no memory but your ability to think is intact. It's hyper real, meaning it feels more real than this reality. Probably because it is. I won't go into too much detail but I basically got hypnotized and possessed by an entity/demon. I tried my best to rationalize it away as a "bad trip" and I had convinced myself to do it again even though it was the most frightening moment of my entire life, but this is when things started spilling over into the real world. The next time I drove after that incident, I hit an owl with my car and broke my grille. I have never hit a bird before in all my years of driving and this one suicided itself on my car.
Fast forward to last week, I was almost ready to muster up the courage to do it again because it was just a trip. Right? By a miraculous chance I ran across a random comment on a random youtube video I clicked on without even thinking. There was a guy that had the EXACT same experience I had with the EXACT same entity. That's the thing with DMT, many people across the world experience the same things and entities on it. Except I read thousands of trip reports and not once did I see something similar to mine until now. I was curious enough to get in touch with him. Well I did, he was across the world from me and we had a video chat. Not only did it try to trick him into a pact but when he refused he got attacked in the identical way I did. I was screaming for Christ to save me as soon as I met it so it never had the chance to try to deceive. In my case it just started to attack because it knew that I knew what it was. The messed up part? He told me that the day after he did it, he hit a bird. All the hair on my neck stood up as it started to sink in. I am convinced that was not just a "trip" anymore. He had more experiences like being told that his relative is there and that his uncle was a child molester. He found out the uncle molested his daughters later when he died, and the relative turned out to have died in the year he didn't speak to them. I got no way to prove what he said but from my own experiences with the substance I have no doubts it's true. After all this, I found out today that the person who told me about it and how great it is has had signs from beyond as well, even though he claims the entities aren't real. Life for me has been weird since I did it but I only have myself to blame. Less notable things have happened but that are not worth mentioning to keep this as short as possible.
How many coincidences and synchronicities before I believe? Well, that's about enough for me. No wonder the elites worship these things, they are real and terrifying. I'm done with all my experiments and I'm so glad that someone from above was watching me and warned me before going in again. This is a warning for anyone else who wants to play with this stuff. I really fucked up here, PLEASE pray for me!
EDIT: thank you all for the advice and support! This is why I posted my experience on the Q board, because of the amazing free thinkers that dwell here. Wwg1wga, nothing can stop what is coming for the evil in this world!
Friend, right now—get a Bible and give your life to Jesus Christ. You just pray and repent of your sins, tell him you are sorry and that you want to be forgiven and cleansed by his blood. Humbly ask him to give you his Holy Spirit for guidance, wisdom and strength. Then find a brother in the Lord and get baptized ASAP. Do not live in fear, instead live for Christ. Start reading the Bible every day, especially when you are feeling weak.
In addition to this, I would add the following. Demons can't touch those who have been bought by the Blood of Jesus. They can only lie and try to cause confusion by trickery. After you have been cleansed by the Blood of Jesus, you need to hold onto your faith in the power of that Blood like a Pit Bull on a steak bone. When confronted by demonic forces, no matter what they might say, or where they may take you, boldly proclaim that you are a child of GOD, bought by the Blood of Jesus, your Lord and Saviour.
THIS ^^^
"and I give them eternal life, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand." -John 10:28
Once you belong to God, no one can own your soul or take you from Him. That is a promise.
It doesn't mean we don't come under spiritual attack, but I have no fear of demon possession because the Holy Spirit protects me from that. So humbly admit to God that you are a sinner. Ask Him to forgive you. Thank Him for sending His Son, Jesus to die on the cross to pay the price for your sin. For the wages for sin are death. He paid the price for you. Accept the gift of eternal salvation that was given because of God's love for you. Remember that there is no way to earn your way to heaven. It can't be done and it doesn't work like that.
Imagine if you will a murderer is on trial and he tells the judge. Well, yes I killed that person, but here are all the amazing things I've done in my life. Should the judge let the guy go? Would that be a good judge? God is a perfect judge. And the price for sinning against him is death. Sin is ultimate separation between us and God. But Jesus bridges that gap. By humbling Himself and becoming a human, living a sinless life, and dying on the cross, rising from the dead 3 days later after conquering it, He paid our punishment for us. We can't earn it. All we can do is accept it and follow Him. And we will have eternal life.
Repent of any ongoing sins in your life and ask for God's help to do this. The Holy Spirit helps you sort that out. Reading your Bible will help you to understand who God is and it is very helpful. Proverbs is full of wisdom, Psalms is full of praise and prayers, The Gospels tell of Jesus' life, Genesis is the beginning of the world and Revelation is the end of it. So many beautiful stories of how God has worked from the very beginning. God is more powerful than evil and He can protect You. All you have to do is repent and accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior. <3
Amen!
For my house I called out to some spirit messing with me, "Any spirit in ths house loves Jesus Christ , if any spirit comes here they absolutely love Jesus Christ. The baddies can't stand the name even. If you can do nothing else, at least say Jesus Christ over and over.