Not sure if this is the right place to post but it ties into everything that's going on in the world and I need some help. I hope this post won't be deleted and I'll keep it as short as possible. This is my own personal experience.
I've had interest in psychedelics for a few years now and have dabbled because of my curiosity to understand the nature of consciousness. I heard of DMT 2 years ago from a friend who was experienced and it's been on my mind since. Long story short I tried low doses around the holidays and a month ago I went for a full breakthrough. For anyone who doesn't know it's when you take a high dose and wake up in another dimension. You are not inebriated and nothing is distorted. You literally wake up in the spirit world with no body, no memory but your ability to think is intact. It's hyper real, meaning it feels more real than this reality. Probably because it is. I won't go into too much detail but I basically got hypnotized and possessed by an entity/demon. I tried my best to rationalize it away as a "bad trip" and I had convinced myself to do it again even though it was the most frightening moment of my entire life, but this is when things started spilling over into the real world. The next time I drove after that incident, I hit an owl with my car and broke my grille. I have never hit a bird before in all my years of driving and this one suicided itself on my car.
Fast forward to last week, I was almost ready to muster up the courage to do it again because it was just a trip. Right? By a miraculous chance I ran across a random comment on a random youtube video I clicked on without even thinking. There was a guy that had the EXACT same experience I had with the EXACT same entity. That's the thing with DMT, many people across the world experience the same things and entities on it. Except I read thousands of trip reports and not once did I see something similar to mine until now. I was curious enough to get in touch with him. Well I did, he was across the world from me and we had a video chat. Not only did it try to trick him into a pact but when he refused he got attacked in the identical way I did. I was screaming for Christ to save me as soon as I met it so it never had the chance to try to deceive. In my case it just started to attack because it knew that I knew what it was. The messed up part? He told me that the day after he did it, he hit a bird. All the hair on my neck stood up as it started to sink in. I am convinced that was not just a "trip" anymore. He had more experiences like being told that his relative is there and that his uncle was a child molester. He found out the uncle molested his daughters later when he died, and the relative turned out to have died in the year he didn't speak to them. I got no way to prove what he said but from my own experiences with the substance I have no doubts it's true. After all this, I found out today that the person who told me about it and how great it is has had signs from beyond as well, even though he claims the entities aren't real. Life for me has been weird since I did it but I only have myself to blame. Less notable things have happened but that are not worth mentioning to keep this as short as possible.
How many coincidences and synchronicities before I believe? Well, that's about enough for me. No wonder the elites worship these things, they are real and terrifying. I'm done with all my experiments and I'm so glad that someone from above was watching me and warned me before going in again. This is a warning for anyone else who wants to play with this stuff. I really fucked up here, PLEASE pray for me!
EDIT: thank you all for the advice and support! This is why I posted my experience on the Q board, because of the amazing free thinkers that dwell here. Wwg1wga, nothing can stop what is coming for the evil in this world!
Friend, right now—get a Bible and give your life to Jesus Christ. You just pray and repent of your sins, tell him you are sorry and that you want to be forgiven and cleansed by his blood. Humbly ask him to give you his Holy Spirit for guidance, wisdom and strength. Then find a brother in the Lord and get baptized ASAP. Do not live in fear, instead live for Christ. Start reading the Bible every day, especially when you are feeling weak.
In addition to this, I would add the following. Demons can't touch those who have been bought by the Blood of Jesus. They can only lie and try to cause confusion by trickery. After you have been cleansed by the Blood of Jesus, you need to hold onto your faith in the power of that Blood like a Pit Bull on a steak bone. When confronted by demonic forces, no matter what they might say, or where they may take you, boldly proclaim that you are a child of GOD, bought by the Blood of Jesus, your Lord and Saviour.
THIS ^^^
"and I give them eternal life, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand." -John 10:28
Once you belong to God, no one can own your soul or take you from Him. That is a promise.
It doesn't mean we don't come under spiritual attack, but I have no fear of demon possession because the Holy Spirit protects me from that. So humbly admit to God that you are a sinner. Ask Him to forgive you. Thank Him for sending His Son, Jesus to die on the cross to pay the price for your sin. For the wages for sin are death. He paid the price for you. Accept the gift of eternal salvation that was given because of God's love for you. Remember that there is no way to earn your way to heaven. It can't be done and it doesn't work like that.
Imagine if you will a murderer is on trial and he tells the judge. Well, yes I killed that person, but here are all the amazing things I've done in my life. Should the judge let the guy go? Would that be a good judge? God is a perfect judge. And the price for sinning against him is death. Sin is ultimate separation between us and God. But Jesus bridges that gap. By humbling Himself and becoming a human, living a sinless life, and dying on the cross, rising from the dead 3 days later after conquering it, He paid our punishment for us. We can't earn it. All we can do is accept it and follow Him. And we will have eternal life.
Repent of any ongoing sins in your life and ask for God's help to do this. The Holy Spirit helps you sort that out. Reading your Bible will help you to understand who God is and it is very helpful. Proverbs is full of wisdom, Psalms is full of praise and prayers, The Gospels tell of Jesus' life, Genesis is the beginning of the world and Revelation is the end of it. So many beautiful stories of how God has worked from the very beginning. God is more powerful than evil and He can protect You. All you have to do is repent and accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior. <3
Amen!
For my house I called out to some spirit messing with me, "Any spirit in ths house loves Jesus Christ , if any spirit comes here they absolutely love Jesus Christ. The baddies can't stand the name even. If you can do nothing else, at least say Jesus Christ over and over.
DMT is a very serious enthiogen which gave you a good slapping. Give thanks for this new humility.
I've had bad trips, but the problem is that I don't think this was just a trip. I've been getting non stop synchronicities and warnings in the real world. In fact it reminds me a lot of the coincidences happening around Q. I just hope I didn't sell my soul or something by doing it.
You didn't sell your soul. You've been rewired. This is pure fear which uses the language of films, scripture, your personal mythology to control you. DMT acts on a cellular level. Get praying and learn to meditate. You have to convince your mind that you will be good to yourself and the DMT showed you that you are playing games with yourself. Sorry if I sound harsh.
I needed this.
Your reply to my comment in the George News thread brought me here.
Now I have two reasons to thank you for that reply.
You words ring so true, I have to ask for your take on my DMT experience.
Saw the vivid kaleidoscope, followed by a feeling I compare to being put under anesthetic. A second or two later was the climax of the experience, starting with an incredible sensation like waking up from sedation and taking in reality. At that moment, I was absolutely certain what I was experiencing was the actual reality, but had been hidden all along. I felt that blend of embarrassment, humility, and love you get when family or a close friend teaches you something by making you the butt of a joke.
That sensation shifted into an absolute sense of well-being. Almost like a voice was repeatedly telling me everything was going to be ok - except all of this was visual. I vaguely remember a large face or image of a being giving off very positive, loving vibes along with the message that all would be ok. Then some of my loved ones seemed to be repeating that same message. At the time it felt like the message was "you have been taking things too seriously. All that matters is love."
This all happened within a minute or so. I don't know if the dose was enough to fully "break through."
Not that I'm complaining but I am a bit surprised my experience was so positive, when OP and many others report negative entities. I spent many years playing games with myself and I am no stranger to negative emotions.
Your intent drives the experience and you can't hide from enthiogens. They get right in there. Perhaps your intent was good or the DMT felt sorry for you. Cautious humility is best or pride you are totally unaware of will be exposed. Hence my caution. ?
Thanks for sharing the wisdom, fren.
Likewise
Jesus said you would be forgiven if you ask, you have to forgive yourself. And find reasons to laugh!
What other coincidences/warnings if you can remember them?
Seeing the number 777 a few times, opening a gate by accidentally punching 777 but I happened to trip a sensor at the same time I didn't even know was there when pressing the last number, hearing whispers in my ears before falling asleep for a few days (not a coincidence and didn't originally include because that could just be PTSD or my mental state).
Thanks for the advice, I will look into it! I feel it's a gift to have my eyes opened like this, otherwise I would have always been on the fence spiritually. It's just a lot to take in all at once. It's one thing to read about and hear stories, it's another to meet evil face to face.
In my teens, I read a book about astral projection through meditation. I became interested and set about trying to do it. One night, I was trying, and I effortlessly sat up. I felt like I was floating. It was pitch black, but I felt that if I turned to look, I would see my body laying down. I was about to try to get up, but something strange started to happen. There was something near me. I couldn't see it. I could feel it. I had the strongest feeling that it was waiting for me to get up. The air around me was electric. It was salivating in anticipation of me separating from my body. It scared me ... real bad. In an instant, I was prone on my bed again and aware or my normal surroundings. That experience was the end of it for me. I know there are evil things out there. This was over 30 years ago, and it still sends chills up my spine.
I've had that same thing happen just once in my life, I assumed it was a night terror but now I think it may have been real. I didn't see it either but it had a deep voice, it was laughing and taunting as it let me float up to the ceiling, slamming me down on my bed repeatedly. I was also aware I was not in my physical body. I was sleeping on my back that time which is not something I usually did. It was close to 15 years ago and I have never slept on my back since. That exact feeling of electricity and presence is what I felt on DMT.
Yes they are! Normally DMT is a 15 minute trip. I was thrown out in about 5 minutes because I kept yelling for Christ to help me. At first the attacks ramped up when I managed to think of Jesus but it didn't take long to get kicked out afterwards.
Definitely pray, and declare yourself to Christ. Because you know that material goods took you to dangerous places, don't be shy about using worldly goods to protect you, like wearing a cross and keeping holy water nearby, even in a spray bottle.
Be aware that God also provides mystical experiences that can be entirely positive and life-changing. From my experience and from what I've read, shortcuts can be dangerous: devotion, love, faith and time will bring positive results with a solid foundation. Blessings, friend.
Thank you so much fren! Nothing can stop what is coming!
I would start praying for daily protection. Seek Christ and His protection from the evil that tries to lead you away from Him. Our minds are SO powerful, think on GOOD things, things of God.
I have met some wise people that have helped me through my life whether I listened to them at that moment or reflected on it is a mixed bag.
A very wise friend of mine discussed similar people "seekers" at one point with me....with something that always stuck. Drugs are a "short cut". and the conversation was how it cuts corners. So you THOUGHT you were ready, but YOU weren't ready.
In my opinion that makes this relevant on the forum.
I am a "seer" ...this person is in grave danger if he goes back. Your friend was/is wise, the door he opened through the means he used is one provided by evil as a convenience...many are lost this way.....
Yeah, DMT. A lot of cultures have used it to induce spiritual experiences -- whether it's in ayahuasca, the bufotenin in psychedelic toads, etc. It's best experienced together with a wise companion. You were brave to try it alone.
I'll tell you: you will be fine. (Whether I pray for you or not!) But I would advise you not to make any major decisions based on this one experience. Your mind is understandably a bit desperate to interpret it and try to fit it into your general web of belief. This is not at all easy to do in a healthy way. Take your time.
I've always done psychedelics alone, often times in huge doses. Yes it's a spiritual experience, the problem is that it's absolutely demonic. Designed as a trap. Either way, I got my answers now.
I've done a hero's dose of mushrooms (4 grams), and let me tell you, it was not demonic. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced. I met God during that trip and was convinced beyond any doubt because of this that he exists.
I have only ever experienced love and peace through these. Intention is so very important, just like anything in life.
Psilocybin and DMT are chemically similar (both tryptamines) but the vivid and perhaps terrifying impression of being in contact with multiple powerful alien agents (gods or spirits or what Terrence McKenna called "elves") seems to be more common with DMT. Not for the faint of heart. (Literally! If you have high blood pressure or a heart condition, not advised.)
Keep praying. I’ll be praying for you, too. You are not alone, friend. Godspeed and God bless you.
Much appreciated, that means a lot!
I've never been so terrified in my life. It wasn't what it physically looked like because that can be changed at will, but the gaze was the single most evil thing I've ever seen. Got right up to my face, nose to nose.
Because of curiosity and the search for answers. That place is so far removed from anything in this world that it's entirely alien. I guess I got my answer.
You don't have a body while in hyperspace. You are consciousness floating through space yet you can still feel things if something touches you. You forget you have a body, you forget that you took a drug, you have no memory, you have no idea who you are, you have no idea WHAT you are. But your thinking process in unaffected. You can turn and look at things and the objects stay in their proper spot, they don't follow your "head" movement. It's indistinguishable from reality, as far as you're concerned that IS reality. Always was and always will be. The rooms normally consist of perfect spinning fractal geometry although they seem to follow laws, just not any laws of physics we have here. Imagine being inside a torus where everything is constantly moving and morphing, everything is made up of checkerboard patterns and bright colors. Extremely detailed and intricate. The brightest colors you can possibly imagine. You're not using your eyes to see or your ears to hear, the experience is written straight to memory but in real time. That said it doesn't have to be a room, it doesn't have to be anything we've ever seen. Try to imagine the unimaginable. There are ambient sounds as well and in my case they were robotic, like being on board an alien craft. I guess the closest description would probably be found in alien abduction encounters. There's no other way to describe it other than more real than real. I remember trying to tell myself over and over "this isn't happening", except it was and I had zero control of the situation. It's some life changing, PTSD inducing shit.
If demons are real, God is real too. And saved my stupid ass from going back to that place by connecting me with someone that had the exact same experience followed by the same things happening afterwards in real life. Without that, I would have convinced myself it was just a "trip" and fell for the trap again. Not to mention as soon as I started begging Christ for help, the attacks ramped up until it kicked me out shortly after. This happened in about 5 minutes real time but felt like half an hour.
I should have mentioned in the first post that I did experience a demonic entity sober once when I was 6. I met this other kid's "imaginary friend" that he wanted to show me. It was a disembodied voice that moved around the room, felt extremely dark and powerful. Years later I heard that his parents had huge issues with him listening to voices that are "not real" telling him to do bad things, etc. Because I experienced that sort of presence in my past, when I woke up in hyperspace being stared down I knew exactly what it was. That's why I believe that it skipped the pleasantries of trying to deceive me and went straight for an attack. I already knew what it was. Anyway, I buried the childhood memory deep in my mind and pretended like it didn't happen. I almost believed it myself until this experience. Were it not for others confirming the other kid actually had issues with some demonic entity as well as a complete stranger having the EXACT same experience on DMT that I had, I would have made myself go in again. I'm not that young and I have had no mental issues in my life.
Heed God's warning or be forever lost...evil is enticing. Do Not Go Back!
I was around a lot of Windowpane and Blotter acid and dabbled in Peyote back in the 70's. I was just a kid, but it permanently changed my perception of reality....
I've been deep with many other psychedelics but this was something else. These were separate entities with their own motives and intentions.
They will take advantage of your altered, vulnerable state... but they can do nothing when you declare you belong to Christ.
The part of your brain dmt affects can be affected the same way through meditation. In a safe way. You don't need psychedelics. But even with meditation, you should center yourself in the protection of the holy spirit.
Edit: Synchronicities can be the work of angels. Dont assume you are surrounded by evil entities. If you are focused on Christ, that's what matters now.
Yes, I think synchronicities can come from both sides. I've had a ton trying to draw me back in and give in to curiosity and one trying to warn me. Having felt evil, Christ is the only way. How could 2 separate people that never met have the exact same experience with the same entity on DMT if it isn't real?
I have a lot of experience also. Bia2020 speaks with wisdom. You have found that the spiritual is real. DMT, etc., leaves you vulnerable. The demonic realm is very very organized with demons and powers assigned to specific tasks. It is very likely that a single demonic entity is in charge of DMT who is ready to pounce on anyone he thinks can be taken. You also have a Guardian Angel that works to protect you. It is not surprising that you and someone else had similar experiences. You don't need DMT. All you need is Jesus, then He will send the Holy Spirit. Being filled with the Holy Spirit will supply anything that you think you are looking for with drugs. Drugs are nothing but a lie. I say this from personal experience.
You are correct and I realize this now, but it took this lesson for me to see the truth.
But now you understand things in an experiential way that most Christians can only theorize about. You have a very powerful testimony. By sharing it, other Christians can be built up and fortified without needing to go through the dangerous and terrifying experience you went through. I also have a testimony from what I learned in a very hard and painful lesson. All things work for the greater Glory of GOD.
Law of truly large numbers. Insane coincidences happen daily
You just had a run in with the "Allies"....
Youre fine God will renew ur mind the only trauma that lingers with your soul is unforgiveness and holding on to hate/anger
Banish by fiat: In the name that is above every other name I banish from myself all seeds of evil. I bind them as with chains and cast them into the outer darkness where they shall trouble not the seekers of truth. Aspereges me Dominus, Hyssopo est mundabor lavabis me et super nivem dealbabor
But you only had this thought after the DMT... Sounds like you're still experiencing effects of the DMT which can happen similar to LSD where people are still caught mildly or extremely in the "trip" Lots of people hit birds in their car The law of truly large numbers seems extremely relevant as well
I am concerned for your mental well-being and should contact a specialist, whether that be a spiritual guru, psychologist or what you believe is the proper person to talk to about this. But please don't go about this alone
Surrender your life to Jesus and plead His precious blood over your life. To evict that demon, repent of dabbling in psychedelics which opened the door to the occult, and ask Jesus to deliver you. Look up Derek Prince's videos on Youtube. He was a Christian minister who specialized in deliverance. Many times, it's necessary to confront the demons head-on, like Jesus often did in the Bible, and cast them out. I've experienced deliverance several times myself and have also performed it on others.
As many have said already give yourself to Christ and seek forgiveness and protection from God.
Synchronicity has always existed, you are just aware of them now.
On a side note, I find it interesting how people keep looking for answers in DMT and other drugs, science, spirituality, etc, when the answers have always been with God/Jesus the entire time. I have never wanted for answers because God has always presented them to me or made it clear that I am asking the wrong questions. I have always been of the belief that God speak to us all, we just need to listen.
For people like me, seeing is believing. I wanted to know if there's something more to life and it took meeting it head on in order to realize. I went down some messed up rabbit holes but in the end it brought me back to Christ. Unfortunately many others fall for the illusions.
What an amazing trip! Don't be afraid. You may experience these things again without the drugs but you'll be prepared. Think positively. Know the Lord loves you and fills you with strength! Once he lifts you up, no one can bring you down. For real! I had similar dreams w/o drugs and I love it. These dreams use to fill me with fear but not anymore. It taught me 3 yrs ago to become lucid in my dreams and i can banish these demons with the lords name. And i had one recently and asked for strength from jesus christ and i pounded the demon into the ground. Felt great! But i also see the demons not as true demons anymore. They are anthropomorphized negative energy. once you have an experience like that, when you wake up ask yourself, what is holding me back or blocking me from my happiness or my connection to God. Your dream is trying to tell you something you need to unlock from your subconscious. Anyway... Im praying for you and know the Lord is right there by your side. Peace be with you.
Ill give you this - god forgives our transgressions provided we admit them and repent for them. It is by His son and His spirit we are saved.
Believe, and be true to God. We know we are flawed, but the nice thing is so does He.
You opened a door the devil gave you the key to....I am a seer, was born this way and will die this way. Please stop because you are no match for this evil, it will possess you. My earliest memories (age 3-4) are of a demon who presented as a flaming red bull with glowing eyes breathing smoke and fire as he ran past my bed nightly...the Holy Spirit was always with me and explained how to recognize demons and that they were coming to claim a seer's soul which satan prized more than others. Knowing evil allows you to use wisdom to overcome its tricks especially when we walk amongst it everyday here in earth.
You cannot toy with this...you must pray and ask Christ to wash you in His blood and that you accept Him as your Lord and saviour. This time is biblical in what is coming, I have been told that the "sorting" is ongoing and "a generation will be lost". The devil and his army are busy collecting those who are of little or no faith. You are blessed to have a second chance at redemption from God....This was your warning, a preview of your choice to make as free will is yours....HEED IT! If you ever go again to the place evil hides waiting for you, your mark will be his mark.
Yes, God is real
dude stop with the seer bullshit in everycomment u post
Not a dude
There's a website you might want to look into called uh.... NDERF.org.
Near death experiences. It has thousands of testimonies.
I never had any experience like that myself.
But their descriptions sound similar to yours -- out of their body, but seems more real than real and they can still think.
MOST of them encounter beautiful family members, spirit guides, G-d. (Indeed, I read one where the spirit guide admits that they take the form that is most culturally acceptable to the person: often an old man with a beard, sometimes a woman or a bird or whatever).
A few have dark experiences. Not as many as you might think, but there are some.
Sounds like this drug is a way of ... accessing this place. But it also sounds like there are fewer safeguards than are available to people who enter it by dying or getting close to dying. No safety net.
Eerie.
If you believe you have a soul, keep reading. The soul has metaphorical "doors" that keep it safe from interference from outside forces. These include drugs that alter the mind, as you were describing, and demons. When you take those drugs, they do open the doors to the soul. Remember, the soul uses the mind as its organ. So, when you open the doors to the soul, you are making yourself vulnerable to these forces of evil- demons. Don't ever do this again. This is ancient Christian theology from many hundreds of years ago. Read Gregory of Nyssa on the soul. Nothing new, but people are not trained in the church Fathers, so they don't know this precious information.
I believe you are absolutely correct. How wide you open this door depends on what and how much you take. With a DMT breakthrough you ram a truck through the door and you get to see what’s behind the entire curtain. I always had this feeling of evil and dread being close while on psychedelics even if I was having a good time but I always ignored it. I pushed to far and I got to come face to face with what was hiding just out of perception range.
Everyone go pick up "Knowing the Living God" by Paul Washer. It's printed in USA by his ministry, and they sell the books for cost + $1.
A life changing book for explaining who God is and how to know him through Jesus Christ. Of course, it is all rooted in scripture.
Mk.16.16. Rom.6.1-5. Jn.14.6.
Then go watch a few bibleproject.com videos. Then, wetted, go study up at bible.ca (with biblegateway.com as reference). You are on your way; THE Way.
Thanks for sharing! Very interesting and one of the reasons I haven't done DMT. I don't think I have any business meeting those entities at this stage in my life. I've done psychedelics as a way to heal not to explore.
One quote comes to mind: "Be weary of unearned wisdom"