How long have you all been awake? It's been about 8-9 months for me since i've found out how fucked up and depraved the world truly is. I couldn't imagine what it must have been like for people who have known all this stuff since 9/11. How have you dealt with it? How has it effected your personal lives? Have there been any benefits? and lastly, how the flying fuck have you not offed yourselves? Because Christ almighty this has been a heavy burden to deal with alone. All my friends and family think i'm going nuts, it's forcing me to become a bit of a recluse, and it sucks complete ass.
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? Welcome to my world! I’ve been “awake” as long as I can remember. As a kid, I read actual books so I’ve always known about the cabal and whatnot, but I didn’t allow myself (yes, I tried to stay sleep) to really see the whole until about a decade ago.
How has it affected my life?! OMG! Let’s see... no TV meant I had more time to get to know myself - and I’m still learning who I am - beautiful journey, btw. But I’ve learned how to grow my own food (all kinds of methods), harness free water and energy from the earth (even made my own radio ?), but most importantly... I realized the most important stuff in life isn’t actually ‘stuff’ at all!
I suppose most would think I’m a little unappreciated, living the American dream and and all - I mean, who makes a 6 figure income and not give a shit about money? 5 bedroom house built to spec, yet it’s one of the few regrets - need a damn housekeeper just to keep it clean, LOL. But what can I say - I’m busy as hell crafting and shit! Last year, I made my own fire logs from repurposed cardboard, even made the best plastic mallet from used bottles (and it’s colorful & pretty!). Not that I am preparing for when SHTF, but I’m confident I’ll survive if it does.
So much more - I’m always excited to talk about it. But completely sucks ass - it does NOT for me! But don’t worry... you’ll find yourself. And once you do, you’ll start getting into shit you never thought you’d have interest in. Then your complaints will be about time... not having enough hours in a day because there’s so much to do, so much to learn!!! And time isn’t something you’d want to waste... we don’t get that shit back.
It sounds like we have had some similar experiences. I haven't owned a TV for over three decades. It's AMAZING what one can learn in all that extra time.