How long have you all been awake? It's been about 8-9 months for me since i've found out how fucked up and depraved the world truly is. I couldn't imagine what it must have been like for people who have known all this stuff since 9/11. How have you dealt with it? How has it effected your personal lives? Have there been any benefits? and lastly, how the flying fuck have you not offed yourselves? Because Christ almighty this has been a heavy burden to deal with alone. All my friends and family think i'm going nuts, it's forcing me to become a bit of a recluse, and it sucks complete ass.
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? Welcome to my world! I’ve been “awake” as long as I can remember. As a kid, I read actual books so I’ve always known about the cabal and whatnot, but I didn’t allow myself (yes, I tried to stay sleep) to really see the whole until about a decade ago.
How has it affected my life?! OMG! Let’s see... no TV meant I had more time to get to know myself - and I’m still learning who I am - beautiful journey, btw. But I’ve learned how to grow my own food (all kinds of methods), harness free water and energy from the earth (even made my own radio ?), but most importantly... I realized the most important stuff in life isn’t actually ‘stuff’ at all!
I suppose most would think I’m a little unappreciated, living the American dream and and all - I mean, who makes a 6 figure income and not give a shit about money? 5 bedroom house built to spec, yet it’s one of the few regrets - need a damn housekeeper just to keep it clean, LOL. But what can I say - I’m busy as hell crafting and shit! Last year, I made my own fire logs from repurposed cardboard, even made the best plastic mallet from used bottles (and it’s colorful & pretty!). Not that I am preparing for when SHTF, but I’m confident I’ll survive if it does.
So much more - I’m always excited to talk about it. But completely sucks ass - it does NOT for me! But don’t worry... you’ll find yourself. And once you do, you’ll start getting into shit you never thought you’d have interest in. Then your complaints will be about time... not having enough hours in a day because there’s so much to do, so much to learn!!! And time isn’t something you’d want to waste... we don’t get that shit back.
It sounds like we have had some similar experiences. I haven't owned a TV for over three decades. It's AMAZING what one can learn in all that extra time.
It’s wonderful, isn’t it! Lol.
How’s your sleep pattern, if you don’t mind me asking... since I stopped fighting trying to live life as a zombie (that’s what I call people who’s still asleep, lol), I maybe get about 4 hrs a night, if that - and I’m completely productive, even more so than if I got the recommended “8 hrs” bullshit a night, which actually zombifies me, lol. I can days without sleep and still be at the top of my game.
Speaking of recommendations... do you still eat the recommended meals: breakfast, lunch & dinner? I eat when my damn body tells me it’s hungry and I’m healthier than ever. I’ve never did the 8 glasses of water a day (although I think they lowered it to 6 now), I drink water when my body is thirsty... Recoup & healing times is much faster than the norm for me - I think it has something to do with the fact that I listen to my body, rather than what I’m told my body needs - as if they fucking know - every body has different needs.
To me, even my eating/sleep habits have to do with the “awakening” process; which doesn’t end when we realize ‘where’ we live.
I rarely sleep for more than five hours, it's been that way for a very long time. Years ago I used to worry about it, but like you I figure if I get tired my body will tell me and I'll sleep. And no, I don't eat three meals a day. I only eat when I'm hungry. My appetite can vary wildly depending on what I'm doing. I agree that everybody is different and their nutritional needs at any given moment will differ. I sort of naturally fell into intuitive eating and ask my body what it needs, but I try not to eat anything made in a factory. And a resounding HELL NO on drinking 8 glasses of water per day, that's a recipe for disaster in my opinion. My cells seem to need very specific mineral balance and I have found that drinking too much water causes a stress response at the cellular level.
Pretty sure I sound like a full on Nutter, lol.
Guess that makes two of us, lol. But I love your word choice: intuitive eating! That’s exactly what it is, thank you for that!
And you’re right about the mineral imbalance, too... just like they have us celebrating the new year in the dead of winter, they fooled us into believing we need to rid our bodies of the minerals/nutrients our bladder stores for our body until needed, lol.
At any rate - I’m just glad I’m not the only “kook” ? Although I may be a much bigger one, lol. Case in point - I can’t eat potato skins! Lol I know they say the skin is where all the goodies are supposed to be - but I’m sorry... ‘they’ lie about everything and it just makes sense that the skin, being a barrier and all - would have the most toxins; the baddies, right! LOL