Ohh right yeah. I got you but I just think of the worst possible thing. Generally, in terms of people I have never been disappointed if I expect the worst. That's part of the reason I don't talk to people I used to know were liberal anymore though. I had a lucid dream that there's these civilian informer people who go around and check up on you but are in reality a kind of secret police. They wear really plain clothing. They'll knock on your door and ask you questions or and give you all of this state-approved information, talk about state approved movies and propaganda at social gathering as well as report wrong think to community leaders and stuff. I figured my liberal friends would be the first ones to support something like that so I stopped talking to them. The lucid dream made is seems like they were already among us at the time. this was about... ohhh... 3 or 4 years ago now. It seems more likely every day.