If you search "Gain of Function" in google vs duckduckgo you'll get quite different results. Google seems to think such research is beneficial whereas DuckDuckGo results show the sinister side of what Fauci and others have been doing.
In Clint Richardson's video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OzQ4uEwCYwA&t=3499s he provides footage from these researchers, bureaucrats and lobbyists discussing their efforts to take viruses and make them more deadly and/or contagious. It is really stunning to hear them speak casually of something that is plainly evil.
I've had flights in hot air balloons in the past. The act of lifting off from the earth without any significant sense of propulsion or pull is odd and unnatural. That kind of describes what it felt like to read your response. I assume that you had to acquire this knowledge somehow and I wonder if the source might be in print form. A title or two may help me.
That represents the trap of chasing the truth aka "the rabbit hole" within the fiction of reason (conflict between truth and false). Doing this leads through the lie (his-story) towards an assumed truth (alternative his-story) and then to contradiction with both (talmudic reasoning applying contradiction to maintain the conflict of reason). All of this represents fiction in ignorance of reality, because the source of information is another (((ONE))) instead of ALL.
Instead try this...take any object in your vicinity (dog, marble, pen; glass; stone etc.) then start a text document with "things I can do with (insert object)" and then spend like an hour or so filling up that list; followed by 30 minutes daily for as long as it will take before you comprehend that you will never run out of inspiration to fill that list.
Why is that? Because ALL information is accessible through each ONE within; if ONE adheres to need over want; inspiration over information; adherence to self sustenance over ignorance towards self sustenance. You could spend your entire life refining your comprehension about ALL through the inspiration gained from this ONE object.
The accumulation of information within any book represents the temptation to a) ignore acting upon that which is written in it; b) ignore reading these books in favor of accumulating them and c) corrupting ONEs own comprehension in motion from constantly needing to adapt to ever changing circumstances.
The allegory of the "Library of Alexandria" is being propagated to us as a sleight of hand to show us that we cannot accumulate information without motion corrupting us through it. Same with the secrecy of the few who allegedly control the many with hidden information...they don't; they disclose everything (sleight of hand), while using deception to trick us to not comprehend that they do. For example...they offer their pharmaceutical poison together with detailed ingredient and side-effect lists for all with eyes to see, and yet the selfish belief in the idol of healthcare; medicine; doctors represents the stronger temptation than adherence to self sustenance. It is that self destructive ignorance that motivates the few to ruthlessly exploit the many; goyim (cattle).
Anyway; books don't teach you comprehension; they merely offer information within a fictitious form. You have to learn to not chase after information; but to instead build your own potential (comprehension) at your own pace; by whatever inspires you to act upon.
When you manage to shake of the belief in "time" your consciousness will return to maintain balance instead of holding onto that which was and contemplating about that which could be. Don't hold onto anything that isn't important to you; starting with names; dates; locations; events etc.
Use whatever state of comprehension you have about ALL and adapt to what others write by putting it into your own perspective. Don't write for others; don't copy & paste that which you deem important for self; instead work on it; refine it; expand it, and you will soon comprehend that you can also draw endless inspiration out of whatever others write. You cannot "want" for it will automatically come to you when you adhere to the need of adaptation to inspiration. When you get insulted; don't react emotional; but ask yourself what kind of different inspiration can I draw out of the same insults, and then share your line of thinking.
Thank you for all the effort you've put into this dialogue. This seems like a big undertaking but I'll try to take it in small bites. I do know that when I find myself caught up in the present (usually outside, in nature) and not dwelling on past or future, I feel like everything is A-Okay with my world. I live off-grid in the woods so I am constantly seeing wildlife completely oblivious to mankind's worries and drama. I envy them but I realize that at my most basic level I AM them.
You supplied the inspiration; I adapted to it. It's always mutual.
Embrace the struggle, but not for the expectations of others, but for the sustenance of self. ALL motion dictates the pace; ONE needs to adept to it in accordance to ONEs own potential (comprehension).
Because you resonate with an environment that instinctively adheres to self sustenance under the laws of nature (motion); instead of the designed imbalance created by the fictitious (((society))), where each participant ignores adherence to self, while acting in the name of (in nomine) of another.
Society is run in a world wide caste system called "chain of command" which represents a pyramid scheme for those who exploit it, and within nature it represents a hierarchy of corruption based on consent to false authority (through belief; faith; submission; fiction aka ignorance of self within reality). Within that chain of command; behavior gets corrupted to "kiss up; while kicking down", which further corrupts into those above uniting under the intent to keep the exploitation going or face the consequences from those below (pyramid scheme). The all seeing eye above the pyramid does not represent those sitting on top (only sodomites likes to sit on pointy things), but those watching from outside; those who comprehend and exploit; manage through suggestion, the choice of ignorance of the many.
You are the ONE sharing a habitat with all these otehr ONEs (wildlife) while choosing by free will of choice to mentally uphold (beliefs) the worries and dramas, suggested by other (((ONEs))), who want to control you. If you consent to their offered beliefs, they gain the power to define those beliefs, and thereby define your fictitious comprehension of reality.
All the other life-forms instinctively adhere to need (adherence to sustain life over death) over want (ignorance for temptation luring towards death). What you judge as oblivious behavior (indifference to others) represents your lack of comprehension about the need for adherence to SELF sustenance, which is what then creates unity with others who also sustain self. Notice that predator and prey are not in conflict with each other; they are defined by each others coexistence within a shared habitat (motion), despite ripping each other to shreds.
Why? Because a) they perceive ALL as circumstantial to each ONE, and b) they adhere to ALL being inspiration to each ONE. The predator teach/learn himself chasing the prey and vice versa, which means both adhere to self not against each other. Now compare that to what the parasites tricked us to adhere to...we submit to being a student under a teacher under the hope of eventually surpassing him, while our submission gives him the power to corrupt us so that he can sustain his position. We are so ignorant that the parasites managed to trick us to believe learn/teach are separate actions, same with the contradiction to consent to false authority under others, while ignoring sole authority over self (free will of choice).