When I look around I see many people who although might be good, humble and smart are still asleep. I see good christian people who are.much better people than myself who are asleep.
I wonder why I think the way I do and question the way I do. O6t seems it would be easier and more blissful to be asleep but my mind cant help itself. Why is that?
I think it's the same for all of us. Something inherent in oiur thinking refuses to accept illogical excuses for this illogical reality. It's hard to explain. Sometimes infeel.likeninwas chosen for this. This was my purpose perhaps.
For the most part, pastors in my area are fast asleep, and cowardly to boot. They've caved in to no in-person services for a year, and generally surrender to fear instead of faith, supporting masks policies and the like. I hope they have deeper reasons for their superficial compliance, and in some cases I'm certain they do. Even so I'm disgusted. But it's led me to some bright spots on the internet, such as Kim Clement, Kent Christmas, Timothy Dixon and many others. And of course the dot-wins, which are good as well.
For what it's worth, I think there's a lot of inspiration to be found without having anything to do with politics. Hope your pastor can help deliver some!