https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/10255.Dr_Mary_s_Monkey
The 1964 murder of a nationally known cancer researcher sets the stage for this gripping exposé of medical professionals enmeshed in covert government operations over the course of three decades. Following a trail of police records, FBI files, cancer statistics, and medical journals, this revealing book presents evidence of a web of medical secret-keeping that began with the handling of evidence in the JFK assassination and continued apace, sweeping doctors into coverups of cancer outbreaks, contaminated polio vaccine, the arrival of the AIDS virus, and biological weapon research using infected monkeys.
Now stuff like this makes me nervous because as a kid i was constantly drummed up on various pills growing up. Part of the "Ritalin Generation" aaaaand i hated it with a passion. I am constantly striving to eat right, avoid processed stuff, have a can of soda once every 4 weeks, and work ot constantly. I wonder if I'll still have problems down the road due to big pharma's bullshit.