I have been planning on moving out of this cesspool for a while, i am in the process of buying some property in southern Oregon but now I think that is a mistake as well. This Friday, my county goes into “high risk level”... AGAIN! these fuck heads are never going to let this shit go away! So many cucks here that feel “safe” for having the gubment tell them what to do and how to live there lives! I cant stand it! The county I am buying property in is also going to high risk level. So I am not sure they are as based as I thought even though its a red county.
I lost my job at the end of January because I kept asking too many questions about the bullshit china virus shit that they didnt feel I was a good fit for the team. Been on unemployment ever since and my claim just expired. I put in another application and we shall see what happens. I have an interview on the 23rd for an electrical apprenticeship since I don’t enjoy working in healthcare anymore.
My spouse and I don’t really see eye to eye on really anything. My spouse is ultra liberal and I am conservative with libertarian views. I have been thinking of a divorce because we always fight and can never see eye to eye about most things. I just don’t know how to go about a divorce because of my Christian upbringing. I’m honestly nervous about going about it. But I’m not happy in this marriage and I’m not happy where I live. I always have a place to live with family in Idaho where masks don’t mean shit and libtards are few and far between. Not sure what to do. I have been praying about it and asking for your prayers too. Thanks everybody!
Hang in there. Good luck on the apprenticeship; you're smart enough to dislike working in healthcare, you'll probably love The Trades when you pass the tests and get certified or whatever, and find yourself a good place to work.
Use your Christian upbringing to pray about your marriage until you get yourself settled into a job that gives you more security and sense of self worth. Work with you wife. Again, pray for guidance. But I'd focus on one thing first, and that would be a job and a sense of purpose.
After that settles out, you'll be employable almost anywhere, and really in demand and hopefully have to deal with less bullshit from your employers to boot. Healthcare is mostly ran by spreadsheets, not People making their own decisions.
See where you are after that. If it gets bad enough with the wife, I suggest counciling. Go on your own first (explain you want to work on yourself, your wife will probably appreciate that unless she's completely nuts), mostly to make sure you get a good therapist. You'll likely only get one shot at introducing your wife to a couple's therapy - so make sure you have a therapist who's not useless; so many are.
Best of luck young man. The fact that you're willing to put yourself out there honestly and ask for advice speaks volumes about your willingness to work on things, and your self awareness. ?
Lastly, I repeat. Pray. Be positive. Ask God for wisdom and guidance.