Usually I don't remember my dreams and this one was really interesting.
I was playing golf and was at the green about to make a put. It was nice midday sunlight
All of a sudden I heard a loud thunderclap and I looked up in front of me and there was a massive storm cloud rapidly forming and spreading across the sky as I was watching it briefly.
I felt safe with this storm bit realised I need to get into shelter, but the only shelter around was in the direction of the storm so I started running into the storm and I was marvelling at the black clouds and all of a sudden a bolt of lightning fell and spilt into 5 branches striking the ground.
It didn't startle me or frighten me but it woke me up after hearing the lightning strike.
I lay awake thinking the Strom is the natural result of forces above us instead of running from the storm it was best to embrace it and weather it out, but the lightning had a sense of God's power behind it. For some reason seeing the lightning comforted me
Thanks for sharing
That's interesting your really searching for truth.
I was also unimpressed with science, the amount of luck and time they rely on for their world or simple cell to form is unbelievable and then claim the God of the gaps against us. I believed in God from a young age and hated that I had to write down as if evolution was true and had debates and asked a lot of questions that no-one could answer.
So like you I learnt more science and that bought me to the Bible, the Bible is a very complex book and if you do what you do, studying it in koine and Hebrew the depth and complexity increases greatly.
Sorry bout your bad experience in church, there's so many different spirits of church'es and looks like you went into one that only wants the top levels of studying doctrine.
I'm sure you will find the right church but if not study it yourself as the Jews have for thousands of years and go to church for your Eucharist and fellowship.
Best of luck ??
Appreciate you and your words, thank you God Bless