Or is it just me? I can't remember the last decent night's sleep I had. Please don't get me wrong, I'm so relieved to be "awake," but my brain never shuts down. I'm trying my best to wait out the plan, but some days are tougher than others.
I'm so grateful for Q and this board. Thanks for letting me vent!
Yeah... Sleep these days is... Difficult. Past 2am here, wife will probably kill me if she wakes up and sees me on the phone.
That said, very little actually phases me on the "bad" shit coming out. Its acts of deep kindness that set me off bawling my eyes out instead these days. Odd what seeing the edge of hell and walking back from that brink can do to a man...