I struggle with this. When I’m under cannabis effects I do feel an easier connection, but I can’t help but wonder if that is an illusion or a trick by the devil to lull you into thinking that, when actually it moves you further away. I am torn every day. Can’t help but feel like 1) smoking enough to get me high is a sin because it becomes pleasurable, not just pain relief, and 2) that combusting it (my favorite ROA) is a sin because it slightly damages your throat and lungs.
In the mean time while I keep thinking about, just going to enjoy it in moderation, trust my feelings that God doesn’t turn his back when you smoke a little weed, and follow the rule of not letting it be your master or more important than God.
I have been doing TCH for years, and I feel like this sometimes.
I had a chance to try DMT a while back. The room turned into a kaleidoscope. Orange, blue, yellows. I got really excited, heart racing. Then this body appears in front of me, still in the kaleidoscope sort of like a ghost figure. Arms came out and pushed me down... I took a deep breath relaxed and the world changed again, new colors, new excitement.
The relaxing into my headspace allowed me to see more, it put me into the flow. It felt amazing.
I think we forget how much control we have over our bodies. TCH has been a shortcut to doing things I should be doing normally. Taking a deep breath, calming the heart. Getting the heart, head, and breathing relaxed. Taking yourself down to being, relaxed, present, not overthinking.
Don't forget; Caffeine is also a powerful stimulant and a drug. It does change your state also. It triggers cortisol, adrenaline, fat to be released into the bloodstream, and speeds up processes in your body.
I struggle with this. When I’m under cannabis effects I do feel an easier connection, but I can’t help but wonder if that is an illusion or a trick by the devil to lull you into thinking that, when actually it moves you further away. I am torn every day. Can’t help but feel like 1) smoking enough to get me high is a sin because it becomes pleasurable, not just pain relief, and 2) that combusting it (my favorite ROA) is a sin because it slightly damages your throat and lungs.
In the mean time while I keep thinking about, just going to enjoy it in moderation, trust my feelings that God doesn’t turn his back when you smoke a little weed, and follow the rule of not letting it be your master or more important than God.
Time for coffee and bowl hit #2! Happy weed day!
Your problem is fear not weed.
Weed will open your mind. You choose whether God or the Devil will walk through. Smoking and praying or listening to spiritual music is magnificent
I have been doing TCH for years, and I feel like this sometimes.
I had a chance to try DMT a while back. The room turned into a kaleidoscope. Orange, blue, yellows. I got really excited, heart racing. Then this body appears in front of me, still in the kaleidoscope sort of like a ghost figure. Arms came out and pushed me down... I took a deep breath relaxed and the world changed again, new colors, new excitement.
The relaxing into my headspace allowed me to see more, it put me into the flow. It felt amazing.
I think we forget how much control we have over our bodies. TCH has been a shortcut to doing things I should be doing normally. Taking a deep breath, calming the heart. Getting the heart, head, and breathing relaxed. Taking yourself down to being, relaxed, present, not overthinking.
Don't forget; Caffeine is also a powerful stimulant and a drug. It does change your state also. It triggers cortisol, adrenaline, fat to be released into the bloodstream, and speeds up processes in your body.
Careful, edibles hit different, easy to make a SUPER batch. High for days!
Serious keto, weed to rebalance. LOL, both caffeine and weed eventually make me hungry.
Word. That’s how I am trying to look at it, as long as it’s not harming my relationships with God or people it can’t be too bad.