I grew up in liberal hell Massachusetts and was convinced he didnt exist, just a fairy tale for grownups right? Around the same time as you I started waking up, and found christ along the way.

I'm still on shaky ground with christ, I still get attacked by doubts from time to time, but I make it a point to pray and ask for his guidance. I never would have guessed this would be where I ended up at the start of my journey in this life.