I have been awake for 10 years but after discovering Q I feel like I have grown spiritually and just detached from mainstream society. Q is just different then what I knew in the past. The magnitude of our situation has made me just realize how superficial and fake mainstream society and culture is.
I used to be a big football fan. College and pro. I couldn't give less of a fuck about it now. I don't care about any sportsball now. Occasionally I'll watch some UFC and that's it.
Used to browse social media. Haven't been on Facebook for months now. Barley ever on Instagram. I used to post on snapchat a lot. Don't at all anymore. I still snap my actual friends but I don't look at stories or anything.
I used to be kind of a "chad" I hate using that term cause it makes me sound like a douche but I don't care about casual sex at all anymore. Have had opportunities to get laid I just don't care. It's just meaningless.
I don't even care about dating anymore. I have tried but trying to be in their fake world is impossible. Knowing what I know now it's like I am from another planet. This is truly a war for people's minds and souls. They talk about a new movie or show and I have no idea what they are talking about nor do I care. I don't know anything about new music either. Most of it is garbage and for the simple minded.
Not to sound like an arrogant asshole but it seems like many of us have outgrown normies and mainstream society. I feel like Neo in the Matrix every day trying to blend in with people who are human but in a completely different reality then me. I don't relate to them anymore and I only care about things that have a deeper meaning nowadays. Sometimes I have wondered if I am insane from all of this.
I just in many ways feel like a completely different person then I was before Q.
I started writing a short story in my early 20s, it was a sci-fi near futuristic short story. It was election day and two young 20 something women were FaceTimeing (this was before FaceTime was a thing btw) and the two had no clue who the candidates even were, didn’t vote or even remember it was Election Day, but they were super sad that a celebrity couple had recently broke up. The funny thing is, I was awake back then. And that “futuristic” short story was not futuristic at all. I was living it. No one really understands the candidates running. Until Trump, they were all actors. Fucking frauds, pretending to care about us and our country. And all the people I knew were mindless sheep that were pacified by pop culture and the stars, not willing to look deeper. Hell I was sort of one of them. Around the time I wrote this short story, I had a buddy tell me about 9/11 and the Bilderburg group, and I told him that was ridiculous. But, people are still this way. Just luckily now more and more people are waking up. I do feel reclusive. I choose not to call up or hangout with certain friends or family who are asleep. I can’t handle it. It’s so hard to live in their reality. The lockdown gave me an excuse to stay away. And now the whole vaxxed shedding their weird spike proteins on me makes me want to go further into my cave. I’d really like to have another child and the possibility of miscarrying by being around the vaxxed freaks me out. I guess it’s a blessing that they don’t want to be around the unvaxxed also. Just wish I could shop and go out to dinner and not see brainless zombies in masks. I pray every night people wake up and Jesus comes into their lives. And I pray the evil is eradicated.