I have been awake for 10 years but after discovering Q I feel like I have grown spiritually and just detached from mainstream society. Q is just different then what I knew in the past. The magnitude of our situation has made me just realize how superficial and fake mainstream society and culture is.
I used to be a big football fan. College and pro. I couldn't give less of a fuck about it now. I don't care about any sportsball now. Occasionally I'll watch some UFC and that's it.
Used to browse social media. Haven't been on Facebook for months now. Barley ever on Instagram. I used to post on snapchat a lot. Don't at all anymore. I still snap my actual friends but I don't look at stories or anything.
I used to be kind of a "chad" I hate using that term cause it makes me sound like a douche but I don't care about casual sex at all anymore. Have had opportunities to get laid I just don't care. It's just meaningless.
I don't even care about dating anymore. I have tried but trying to be in their fake world is impossible. Knowing what I know now it's like I am from another planet. This is truly a war for people's minds and souls. They talk about a new movie or show and I have no idea what they are talking about nor do I care. I don't know anything about new music either. Most of it is garbage and for the simple minded.
Not to sound like an arrogant asshole but it seems like many of us have outgrown normies and mainstream society. I feel like Neo in the Matrix every day trying to blend in with people who are human but in a completely different reality then me. I don't relate to them anymore and I only care about things that have a deeper meaning nowadays. Sometimes I have wondered if I am insane from all of this.
I just in many ways feel like a completely different person then I was before Q.
I think a big chunk of my innocence died after I discovered Q.
I knew the world was corrupt and awful things happen, but I didn’t know like I do now.
It was definitely a distressing experience. I learned about real, unthinkable crimes against humanity and that my government is more dangerous than I ever could have imagined.
But what broke me was finding out how asleep every one truly is. I was already shocked and horrified about how they all reacted to covid, but I still didn’t know how bad it was. When I talked to people I’m close with about Q things they judged me and did that agent smith thing where they suddenly stop thinking and make up excuses for the cabal.
I thought the common reaction would be, “Oh my fucking God, there is overwhelming evidence that John Podesta and his brother have been raping and killing children.”
But no one else reacted like that. They didn’t seem to get it. It was alienating and I quickly learned that Q talk is taboo.
It’s been almost a year and now I feel stronger, smarter and wiser than I was before. I am a more serious person now, but I also care more than before.
I’ve got half of my friends comfortable criticizing wokeism and the liberal ideology. I’ve become more based than ever before which feels good. My people now know I’m a libertarian who supports Trump and thinks the election was rigged, vaccines are toxic, and covid is a trap. They’ve all started thinking differently about politics since I changed. They’re waking up slowly but it’s happening.
So yes, I feel very different. A new part of my mind woke up. It’s different and better than before. I feel like I know myself a little better.