At the same time he has backed people for office that are questionable

If both sides are corrupt, who is the right choice?

as he is doing now.

This is a test, as Q stated. This conversation might be part of this.

Those people, many times, have not shown the same loyalty to him, or to us.

I hear you. I think we would've never learned how deep the rot is if Trump didn't go through it. I would've trusted Pence all the way through if it weren't for January 6th. I thought the Supreme Court was honorable, but now I know the truth by experience through Trump. To me, this is invaluable. I couldn't have believed myself if I went back in time 7 years ago and said it.

I dont know how to reconcile this, or the vaccine push.

The vaccine push has been discussed many times on this site, so I'll let you dig on this one. Short story is he crushed the DS plans to extend the lockdowns by pushing a vaccine.

I dont have the answers. I dont know how people who don't accept him, will come to accept him.

Me neither. I think everyone has their own reasons for liking/hating him. Once people find the red pills that matter to them, they will walk out of their cave. It's very much a personal journey, I've observed