Payers for you. That is a tough spot. When she accuses you of not respecting her, etc. she's assigning malicious intent...is what it sounds like. Aren't you her better half? If she was skeptical about a drug you would take, would she give her input? You love her and want twits best for her, but I don't know what kind of marriage you have if you can't try to stop someone from making a lethal mistake without them assigning the worst intentions, etc. You are not alone. Most people are walking away from relationships over covid.