I was an athiest until I hit a brick wall with my self will run riot. When I figured out I couldn't even control my own life, I started looking. He found me. * * * Here was my final thought process:If I am less than a grain of sand in the cosmos, how could my puny intellect ever understand God? My brain is limited to the things of the earth, not every dimension or reality, therefore, i can't be God, I can't create any life outside of my womb even. How could I have ever believed i knew enough to even decide that? Besides, all people worshipped some God until the Cabal taught a whole bunch of people they were smarter than God and then they passed that down. Why? Because without God, they can become YOUR God's by your admiration. ANYTHING THE CABAL PROMOTES IS SHIT. PERIOD. THEY PROMOTED AND CREATED ATHIEISM. IT SUITS THEIR PURPOSES. RESEARCH IT, ATHIEST ARE THE CORE OF ALL THE MARXISTS USEFUL IDIOTS. * * God really does love you and he will bring you inner peace. It's not a giant lightening strike, just a slow and gentle knowing and calm. I became a Christian 5 years ago. I don't go to church. They suck and are incredibly corrupted. I have my own people I follow and I have people I learn under. All at home. My life is 1000% better since I found God and emotionally I am happy beyond measure. My only problem in life is the cabal.