Fren, all you have to do is to earnestly reach out. The Almighty does not turn away true seekers. It is baby steps and He is patient with those that are genuine. But, the catch is, you must go where He takes you. When man wants to run the show and do what is right in their own eyes, the Almighty will allow them to have their way - the way of religion. True faith is a relationship - He already knows us but we need to get to know Him. He speaks in a still small voice that will not yell over the noise of our own self dialog and that of others. Quiet yourself and listen for him to speak. Part of that relationship is getting to recognize His voice. I can only speak for myselfb but this journey of relationship has been life changing and precious. I pray you find the same.