This is just a plea in case there is anyone of consequence reading these boards and trying to gauge the mood in the field. I am sure there are others out there feeling this way.
In a conventional war, there is horror and devastation. But it is visible. People pull together as a community to recover. It is tragic, but it is also a shared sacrifice, a way of bonding. This war is different. Far from pulling people together, it is tearing everyone apart. Those who are afraid simply beat up the victims as a way of trying to escape their own fears. Rather than creating a strong community that can recover, it is creating a literal hell on earth.
All I have heard is "the best is yet to come", but never anywhere has anyone, Trump or Q, provided a clear vision of what is "the best". What are we even fighting for? I only know what we are fighting against. Even if we win, the old economy is dead. What is the new vision?
Some people think it is NESARA, but Q never mentions this. Not even once. And frankly, the new physics that NESARA speaks about is impossible to believe. There is not a single, factual piece of supporting evidence for it. Just wild rumors. And are the financial aspects even going to be anonymous? If not, who is going to control which transactions are allowed, and which one are considered illegal? And how can I believe any kind of digital monitoring of transactions won't eventually end in tyranny?
Every day that this goes on, I slide deeper into debt. Without open borders and easy international travel, I no longer have an income. My credit cards are maxed. I can't pay my mortgage. I have no visibility into the future. Everyone is stressed. There is nothing but blame to go around. Not to mention my family, usually a support structure, thinks I am bat shit crazy. But I can't unlearn what I know.
Please. End this or at least go kinetic. Just do something HIGHLY visible. Bring WWIII to the surface. This kind of torture is so much worse than falling bombs or nuclear annihilation. Especially when we don't even know what we are actually fighting for...only the horrors of what we are fighting against.
Civil war would be a blessing right now, and an escape.
Hang in there, remember that even if your family isn’t awake, they’re still your family. They love you and you love them, and if you’ve drifted apart, maybe try to reconnect or dedicate to strengthening the connections- I know it’s hard when you want to slap them awake, or ask them how they can be willfully ignorant! But if each side can come to peace and respect or at least dance around subjects of conflict, even an uneasy peace is preferable to disconnection.
Speaking just from my own experience- I was feeling this way very strongly last fall until Feb or so. I was losing everything materially and financially, racking up debt, and surrounded by people who (I thought) could never understand the mental anguish I felt, and their active rejection of objective reality made me furious, so I quietly cut ties. Things got really bad for me, I won’t go into details, but long story short is my family likely rescued me from becoming a statistic. I had forgotten how important that support and bond and acceptance is, and I had stopped accepting my family for who they were (luckily they hadn’t done the same with me).
It’s not perfect, I feel like a Christian missionary some days, begging them to accept the Word for their own sake! But we’ve accepted for now to agree to disagree- and it’s been really freeing and has filled my heart and spirit back up.
I think sometimes we have to remember that just like a grunt getting shipped across the world to protect those at home, we fight this war to protect and save a way of life for our loved ones. And even though our hearts break a little if they don’t believe in or support the cause, we fight on anyway, because that’s what warriors do.
Good luck friend, I hope you make it to the other side- strengthen old bonds or forge new ones to remind yourself what your fighting for, and the rest should all follow. I’ll pray for God to give you the strength you need, hang in there!