I believe that we have most of what we could comprehend is in the Word of God for now.. Jesus said there is everlasting life. So you will be reunited with your loved ones. It also says 2 Corinthians 5;8 absent from the body present with the Lord. Take heart in the Word. You need to pray on this that you are focusing on the negative. There is plenty of positive and uplifting things that God has in store for us. I once heard a Pastor put it this way, He had asked the Lord for more answers and knowledge. The Lord answered with an illustration of a large bowl of fruit held up to his mouth and if he tried to eat from the bowl that was filled it would spill all over and he wouldn't be able to consume much of it. Much like the knowledge of God we wouldn't be able to comprehend all he has for us.
I believe that we have most of what we could comprehend is in the Word of God for now.. Jesus said there is everlasting life. So you will be reunited with your loved ones. It also says 2 Corinthians 5;8 absent from the body present with the Lord. Take heart in the Word. You need to pray on this that you are focusing on the negative. There is plenty of positive and uplifting things that God has in store for us. I once heard a Pastor put it this way, He had asked the Lord for more answers and knowledge. The Lord answered with an illustration of a large bowl of fruit held up to his mouth and if he tried to eat from the bowl that was filled it would spill all over and he wouldn't be able to consume much of it. Much like the knowledge of God we wouldn't be able to comprehend all he has for us.