Aside from myself, my mother is the only who did not get the vaccine. Yet she wants to get it.
She's not even remotely liberal... is pro-Trump. But she is scared of covid for some reason.
I have given her 10+ links showing how bad it was. Including how it doesn't prevent you from catching covid.
But she still wants to get it.
This alarms me because im only 21 and living with her. If she died 2 years or sooner after it.. I will not have a damn idea what to do since I've never lived independently. The lockdowns last year slowed down whatever future lively plans I could have had. That as well as that I've been slow af at trying to learn to live independently.
If all my family died in 2 years or less I will literally not fucking know what to do with myself. This is all why I contemplated suicide on here because I feel like I might end up in a hopeless situation with no way to adapt.
Okay I don't know if the long term effects are really that, but at least I'll know for certain that if my mom never gets the shot that I know I won't have to worry for her and at least I still have someone with me and won't end up clueless and directionless on what to do with my future life.
If she can bother to read all the links I sent (she has yet to) then hopefully she can rethink.
I'd seriously hate it if she gets it then regrets it later. Especially if it can't be reversed.
Please tell your mother that many people are suffering horrific vaccination injuries and there's a chance these people will have permanently damaged immune systems. If your mother really wants it, beg her to wait 12 months to see how many of the human lab-rats survive. Turn her stomach with discussions about blood clots in her brains and lungs, if you need to.
Step 1: Get a job or get find an affordable community college and learn to code.
Step 2: Start looking for small apartments just so you get an idea about how much they cost and how far from the city / job you are willing to travel.
Step 3: Learn to cook. Teach yourself how to cook quick, healthy and simple meals. Many cookbooks and chefs will fuck around with fancy bullshit and produce meals that take 40 mins to prepare, but here in the real world, you'll never want to do that, so learn to cook quick and simple meals. Many recipes call for fried onion, but you'll save a lot of calories and time just adding 1/2 teaspoon of onion powder. For example, you can make 1 serving of vegetarian chili con carne in 120 seconds by combining 50g grated carrot, 1/3 tin washed kidney beans, 1 cup passata, 1 teaspoon chicken stock and cumin powder, 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder and paprika, 1/4 teaspoon salt and chili powder and white pepper. Combine it all in a microwave proof jug, cover and heat until it's rapidly bubbling and the passata is cooked. Serve with 1/2 packet of 90 second microwave rice and some grated cheese (optional). Delicious, fat free, low sodium.
Cream of cauliflower mustard soup, cream of curry pumpkin soup, cream of potato soup, cream of corn soup... all of these take 5 minutes to prepare and 20 mins to simmer in a pot. Stab-blend them smooth and serve with an oven warmed bread roll with butter and it'll be quick, delicious, filling and cost about $2 per serving.
Remember, if it requires more than 8 ingredients and takes longer than 5 minutes to prepare then you'll NEVER want to do it after a hard day of working.
Create a basic, quick and easy two week meal plan cooking every night. Something like: cream of something soup with an oven warmed roll, penne and broccolini arrabbiata (throw the cut up broccolini in with the boiling pasta water for 30 seconds before draining and use supermarket pasta sauce), supermarket meat pie or oven cooked schnitzel with microwaved potatoes or mashed potato (made from powder with some pepper added) and baked carrot and peas and gravy, chili con carne on rice or in tacos, omelet and baked beans (put white pepper in it) with some hashbrowns (cooked from frozen in oven for 20 mins), Chinese beef and broccoli / Chinese tofu and broccoli on rice (quick and easy - has 3 ingredients, use supermarket stir-fry sauce and 90 second microwave rice).
You'll need a similar meal plan for summer with lighter meals and more salads.
This may seem trivial, however you'll save a LOT of money and you'll be much healthier if you follow a meal plan rather than eating unhealthy and expensive takeaway every night, like far too many people do.
I'm not sure what other advice I can give. I can share experiences about moving out of home when I was 19, how to keep an apartment clean and neat and minimalist, etc. You'll be wanting to move out on your own soon, one way or another, so please don't fear the change and embrace it as life experience.
Life is a roller-coaster for everyone, unless you're a member of a royal family.