I found out I was pregnant back on January 15th, I had a miscarriage at 11 weeks, apparently it was an atopic ectopic pregnancy and the baby died inside me at 9 weeks, but my body started reacting 2 weeks later. Because it was "early" during the pregnancy my doctor gave me a pill to induce labor aka abortion to clean my uterus from the baby's body.

It was the most painful (physical and emotional) experience in my whole life and while I was at home suffering the pain and expulsing my baby in chunk of blood, I couldn't understand how there are women that willingly go thru that. I was devastated and my husband didn't know how to help me, but being there.