I found out I was pregnant back on January 15th, I had a miscarriage at 11 weeks, apparently it was an atopic ectopic pregnancy and the baby died inside me at 9 weeks, but my body started reacting 2 weeks later. Because it was "early" during the pregnancy my doctor gave me a pill to induce labor aka abortion to clean my uterus from the baby's body.
It was the most painful (physical and emotional) experience in my whole life and while I was at home suffering the pain and expulsing my baby in chunk of blood, I couldn't understand how there are women that willingly go thru that. I was devastated and my husband didn't know how to help me, but being there.
I'm currently pregnant again. It is an emotional roller-coaster for me and my husband as we are giving all we can to protect this one. I was able to see the baby and the heart beat.
How exciting! Prayers for you and your baby that s/he is delivered healthy at full term. I know the emotional roller coaster you are on. It was something both my husband and I put past us but it was so hard to get through at the time. And what really hurt badly was my sister and other friends kept having kids throughout the time we were trying to get pregnant. Once we adopted my daughter I did try again another time when she was 3. I went to a different fertility specialist just to make sure. But it just wasn't meant to be. It took a long time but we both came to terms with it over the years. There is still some heartache over the loss we endured and I will never get over not being able to go through my own pregnancy.