Glad you recognize two things: your anger, and it's effects on your health.
Do you feel helpless? Do you feel caved in?
Of course, you can work on the anger part. What you really want to be doing is channeling that energy, transforming it into something positive.
That is a process you have to come to grip with. What can we do?
I know, a bazooka would help. Hanging all these low lives from a lamp post would help. Especially, if you can take part in that exaction of justice. How sweet!
However, it is a catch-22. The law has to be followed.
So what can you do?
You need creativity. Locking your mind into anger, is not helping you to become creative. So, what I would recommend to look into is: the NOW time.
First round yourself in that time. Recognize you are living neither in the past nor in the future, but exactly right now.
One way to do that would be to start breathing exercises. Walk around barefooted on soil. Take walks in the forrest, listen intently to nature, watch grass grow. Silence your ego. Your ego is not you. It is a device for problem solving, yet, it often takes on a greater role.
Cannabis might help too, in releasing the creative power of your mind.
But most importantly, you need to recognize who you are biologically. How does your body communicate internally. Then make the changes necessary to live out who you are. Most people are not manifestors, but generators. Initiation is not your path, but cooperation in a field that allows things to come to you.
Your health is the most important. One of the best weapons in your arsenal is rest, good food, good companionship and be a good companion.
You may be surprised what can be gleaned from Human Design and Gene keys. Try the free report and check your energetic makeup, what is conscious and unconscious.
Only a small fraction of our population are initiators. They have the makeup and the sustained energy to push new things. Most of us, simply respond, either in cooperation, functioning as projectors, or as road signs. Most of us, while not knowing this, act out life in a way we are not designed for, creating inner tension and dis-ease.
Glad you recognize two things: your anger, and it's effects on your health.
Do you feel helpless? Do you feel caved in?
Of course, you can work on the anger part. What you really want to be doing is channeling that energy, transforming it into something positive.
That is a process you have to come to grip with. What can we do?
I know, a bazooka would help. Hanging all these low lives from a lamp post would help. Especially, if you can take part in that exaction of justice. How sweet!
However, it is a catch-22. The law has to be followed.
So what can you do?
You need creativity. Locking your mind into anger, is not helping you to become creative. So, what I would recommend to look into is: the NOW time.
First round yourself in that time. Recognize you are living neither in the past nor in the future, but exactly right now.
One way to do that would be to start breathing exercises. Walk around barefooted on soil. Take walks in the forrest, listen intently to nature, watch grass grow. Silence your ego. Your ego is not you. It is a device for problem solving, yet, it often takes on a greater role.
Cannabis might help too, in releasing the creative power of your mind.
But most importantly, you need to recognize who you are biologically. How does your body communicate internally. Then make the changes necessary to live out who you are. Most people are not manifestors, but generators. Initiation is not your path, but cooperation in a field that allows things to come to you.
Your health is the most important. One of the best weapons in your arsenal is rest, good food, good companionship and be a good companion.
Start working on that. The rest will follow.
Kek!
You may be surprised what can be gleaned from Human Design and Gene keys. Try the free report and check your energetic makeup, what is conscious and unconscious.
Only a small fraction of our population are initiators. They have the makeup and the sustained energy to push new things. Most of us, simply respond, either in cooperation, functioning as projectors, or as road signs. Most of us, while not knowing this, act out life in a way we are not designed for, creating inner tension and dis-ease.
Check it out.