A simple question. I present what got me asking this question to you now, for your consideration:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=spw5nmUrpWA
Video title: "PENTAGON BRIEFING ON REMOVING THE GOD GENE" They've literally been plotting how to inject you with something to kill religious tendencies in the brain.
You have an AstraZenica study patient receiving neurological damage and complaining that "They've killed God" and that he "can't feel his soul".
This is unspeakably evil in ways I can't even possibly begin to describe.
Honestly and I want to say this with as much compassion and kindness as I can muster... I don't know and don't care. Conceivably there is a motive for wanting to mess with brain function and they have tried it before -MKUltra- but taking one's faith is in all probability impossible. Try not to worry too much. Pray for those who are feeling faithless.