I had this open for a while. Just read it, then refreshed it to see comments and find it gone. I'm not sure if you deleted the post or if it got "modded".
Do I think you're crazy? Probably. But it sounded like your story was in earnest, and that you were skeptical of the implications. That is a great place to begin an investigation.
This is a world more crazy than anything I could have imagined. The world is run by blood drinking, pedophile pedovores for fucks sake. We are all legally their slaves (though they wrote all the laws, and we consent to it which is what makes it legal). So you being crazy fits in with the real world.
I have no problem with your crazy. I myself have experienced things (not the same as yours) that I cannot explain. I had what I am certain was a straight up out of body experience; full on astral projection when I was a teenager. I eventually convinced myself the most likely explanation was some form of hyper-lucid dreaming; now, given all the crazy shit I've learned, and what has been implied of a larger universe than the one my physics degree taught me about, I am not so sure.
The bottom line is, I am not sure about anything anymore. As far as I'm concerned, anything is on the table for legitimate investigation. Instead of thinking something is "true" or "false" I instead give things a "probability of being true" score. Like, I think your extra-dimendion alien experience has a less than 1% chance of being anything other than a mis-remembered experience (normal or extranormal). I think an extra-dimension alien experience is more likely, and will give that a 2% chance of being true.
But that's just me looking in from the outside and making random guesses. Your evidence is weak, but its not zero. I would hold onto it, and keep it in mind as you investigate further into the broader realities of our world. That is what I do with my "astral projection" experience. If something I see that gives that real validity I will revisit it again.
I tried several times to recreate the experience after it happened. I know exactly what I felt, where I felt it, and to some extent how I got there. I never was able to experience it again but I felt (at the time) like I did get close. I have thought about trying again, perhaps I will.
Good luck in your investigation. However crazy you are, the world is crazier. It's crazier only in a very specific way though, so keep that in mind.
I had this open for a while. Just read it, then refreshed it to see comments and find it gone. I'm not sure if you deleted the post or if it got "modded".
Do I think you're crazy? Probably. But it sounded like your story was in earnest, and that you were skeptical of the implications. That is a great place to begin an investigation.
This is a world more crazy than anything I could have imagined. The world is run by blood drinking, pedophile pedovores for fucks sake. We are all legally their slaves (though they wrote all the laws, and we consent to it which is what makes it legal). So you being crazy fits in with the real world.
I have no problem with your crazy. I myself have experienced things (not the same as yours) that I cannot explain. I had what I am certain was a straight up out of body experience; full on astral projection when I was a teenager. I eventually convinced myself the most likely explanation was some form of hyper-lucid dreaming; now, given all the crazy shit I've learned, and what has been implied of a larger universe than the one my physics degree taught me about, I am not so sure.
The bottom line is, I am not sure about anything anymore. As far as I'm concerned, anything is on the table for legitimate investigation. Instead of thinking something is "true" or "false" I instead give things a "probability of being true" score. Like, I think your extra-dimendion alien experience has a less than 1% chance of being anything other than a mis-remembered experience (normal or extranormal). I think an extra-dimension alien experience is more likely, and will give that a 2% chance of being true.
But that's just me looking in from the outside and making random guesses. Your evidence is weak, but its not zero. I would hold onto it, and keep it in mind as you investigate further into the broader realities of our world. That is what I do with my "astral projection" experience. If something I see that gives that real validity I will revisit it again.
I tried several times to recreate the experience after it happened. I know exactly what I felt, where I felt it, and to some extent how I got there. I never was able to experience it again but I felt (at the time) like I did get close. I have thought about trying again, perhaps I will.
Good luck in your investigation. However crazy you are, the world is crazier. It's crazier only in a very specific way though, so keep that in mind.