I'm wide awake to the illusion and everything unfolding that I've been allowed to see, but at 28 years old, I'm still deeply struggling with bettering my personal life, and becoming the best version of myself. Finding my life goal, my purpose, my why, so I can have the discipline and confidence to do what I have to do to reach those goals.

Wake up on time, eat better, get fit, break bad habits, build new ones, practice the things I want to build and keep, find the strength to hold a job longer than 6 months and not have my soul sucked out.

I want to be strong for the better world to come, and by happier for it. But so far I don't haven't found the strength to make that change.