I'm going to pray for you. My husband is similar although he was raised more pagan/baal worshipping than atheist. His mother came to our church wearing pentagrams. It can be hard, even when God is seeking you, to rest in Him. And believe me, He is seeking you!
If you want to explore prayer or just know more about me and how I believe since I'm sort of preaching at you, you can check out my prayer blog and telegram channel here:
https://t.me/gratefulwife
And please take that as sincere reaching out to pray together and not self promotion. This is not something I make money on, or seek to, and the telegram and linked prayer blog are maybe more of a spiritual journal than anything else.
I'm going to pray for you. My husband is similar although he was raised more pagan/baal worshipping than atheist. His mother came to our church wearing pentagrams. It can be hard, even when God is seeking you, to rest in Him. And believe me, He is seeking you! If you want to explore prayer or just know more about me and how I believe since I'm sort of preaching at you, you can check out my prayer blog and telegram channel here: https://t.me/gratefulwife And please take that as sincere reaching out to pray together and not self promotion. This is not something I make money on, or seek to, and the telegram and linked prayer blog are maybe more of a spiritual journal than anything else.