My ex is where it started. I could go on for days about it, but when she left and took our child, which was my entire world at the time and my children still are to this day, and just walked out the door because she, "wasn't happy anymore" even though I gave them both the world on a silver platter... believe me or not it doesn't matter to me. But when i went to court to try and get custody of my daughter, I had a house, a job, a vehicle, a means to support life on my own. To which my ex did not, and the court ended up ruling that she get soul, physical, and full custody of our daughter, that made absolutely no sense to me. I could not believe it. It just literally made no sense as to why the court would give our daughter to her, when she lived with her mother, had no job, no car, nothing. So I knew it wasn't right. So I began to question. And drink my life into implosion. Threw it all away, because my daughter was taken from me for no good reason. Ahhh... being young and naive.... but in any case, I realized that things were not as they seemed, and that humanity had left the world at some point. If it ever really existed in the first place in society at large. So I began to question everything. And the rest is history. It took my entire world being taken from me to finally open my eyes to the fact that, this world is corrupt as all hell. I trusted the government to make the right decision. And in my eyes. They made a very foolish one.