In 2012 I had my first encounter with Christ. I'll keep it brief but its a very long story. It happened when I forgave my mom for personal stuff. An audible voice cut into my thoughts. "Now you understand my daughter" I heard. And yes it was extremely terrifying at first. A golden light filled the room. It was so intense I collapsed to my knees. I started to cry in terror honestly. I actually thought I was dying but the voice comforted me.
"Please. I'm like a child," I muttered, thinking I was going to die.
"You ARE a child" I heard the voice of God say which confirmed to me that he was actually literally speaking to me. His voice was deep and masculine.
When I asked God to please back off on the intesity, it did and honestly we were able to have an entire conversation. I was told Jesus IS God. I asked why I was so depressed all the time. "You forgot that I love you" he said.
Two years Later I had another intense experience but this time I was given a vision. Gid used symbolism that I could relate to and totally understand. It was political and had to do with the deep state and Obama but at the time I was not awake yet so it was confusing. But once things started happening in reality, I understood what God was trying to tell me. It's because of God that I am fully awake and unvaxxed today. It is because of God that I am fully saved and have eternal life with Jesus Christ in Heaven. I love him with all my heart mind and soul and I don't know why he picked me to speak to and to basically personally save. He told me you "must have faith" and now it's stronger than ever. Sorry for the long post. I just wanted to share that with you all :). God bless you all!
Thanks for sharing. I love Him, too, and He constantly amazes me. Jesus is magnificent. It's so cool that you had such a dramatic encounter with Him. I would love to see His glory visible in the room like that, but He manifests Himself to each of us in different ways, and I'm okay with His choices of how He talks to me.
Sometimes I feel the same way as you, and I think, why would you give me that kind of attention? I'm nobody. But then I remember that we're not being batch-processed by heaven, even if a single sacrifice paid for it all. None of us are nobodies to Him. Jesus shed His blood and gave up His earthly life to save each one of us, so each one of us is important to Him and greatly loved. It doesn't matter if we are not important in the ways of the world. The fact that we have God's loving attention in laser focus makes all that seem like nasty rubbish by contrast, and hardly worth consideration.
I notice that someone thought to correct you for not capitalizing pronouns relating to God. Not to criticize that person's obvious good intentions, but don't let anyone lead you to get hung up on stuff like that. It's okay to respect the Lord as your own conscience dictates. None of us are subject to the dictates of other people's consciences or even subject to religious conventions, as the apostle Paul plainly instructed in several of his epistles. In any case, God isn't worried about our mistakes. We're the ones who worry about things like that, and it's unnecessary. Better to keep our attention on God and off of ourselves.
May God totally bless you. Your testimony is awesome, and I hope you see Jesus some more and tell everyone what He says.