I feel like there is so much coming... big, big stuff, in less than a month or two. And its coming from so many places and so many angles. I don't know how much to prepare or if I'm missing something that I need to do yet. I'm not sending my high school daughter back to commie school, but homeschool is out of the question so I'm not sure what to do with her.. back to virtual? She hates high school anyway and has a new job doing CNA type stuff, which she loves. My other kids are young adults. I send them info and answer their questions when asked, but they are typical young adults who just want to live life and still look at us awkwardly like we're conspiracy theorists. They know not to get the jab.. but there's so much more, right? Even our church family is pretty much clueless.... or maybe they're not??? I don't know who knows what, or who to trust! I feel like we are a privileged group holding a secret that no one will understand if we tell them. I know God is in Control... but still am concerned about the incoming communication blackout, economic collapse, likely panic that will ensue, etc... I'm not a doomer and, by nature, not a big worrier, but I'm starting to get nervous on what's coming down the pike. I feel like we're in the part in the thriller movie where you know there is something terrifying about to scare the hell out of you and you just grab onto the person next to you, digging your nails into their arm and hanging on tight, but loving the movie all the same! Anybody else feeling this???? It's kind of surreal.
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I am feeling everything that you are feeling as well. To be honest, it's kind of eerie. I think for me, it's the unknown of what's to happen next that makes it eerie. We all know that we are the precipice of something huge. We know that we are blessed to be in a time such as this, but I am worried about everybody around me. I just want to help as much as I can, but I find that I fumble on my words when I try to talk to people about what is happening around us. Especially with the people who are still oblivious to what is happening around them. These vaccinations are terrifying. Most of my family and a few friends have been vaxxed. Are we going to wake up in the future and realize that most everybody we knew and loved are now gone because of the vax? At the end of the day my faith in God never waivers, and I know that no matter what happens, and no matter how hard this may get before it gets easier, God will always be with us.
Amen.
This is the fear that haunts my thoughts. To get through it I focus on why God spared me.