...and that nothing I believed to be “real” was truly real, I can let go of my expectations about life, and stop buying into the charade of consumerism and competition and the false narrative of what life is about.
I’m not afraid to die anymore, not afraid to stand up, to spend all my time spreading truth.
The truth has really set me free.
All the things I thought that mattered don’t matter. Freedom is my only thought now. Whatever it takes. Whatever it takes. Whatever it takes.
My wife said to me yesterday, "So you're telling me the entire medical system is corrupt"...she's starting to see.
My wife as well.
Love it...and my wife was a nurse... I have some friends in medicine...they totally buy into the system early on. It's essentially a cult now if you think about it; rites/rituals, prestige, etc....but it comes with a price?
I can’t get my wife to even listen to me about all this. Her hospital has her so brain washed it may end our marriage the way things are going. But I love her and love my two kids (13 & 9) and don’t want them living with divorced parents all over fucking Covid. But it’s so hard all.