I am so terribly sorry for your loss. God's ways are not our ways, but we know that He loves us, and He has a plan. I believe that you will be reunited with her at the perfect time, and by then you will be blessed to understand why things had to be this way. Until that time, it will certainly be hard. Know that you will have many prayers for you and your healing. Trust God. I find turning to scripture can be very comforting. You might try playing an audio Bible on your phone or similar for comfort. In my experience, it can be truly astounding how the scriptures can bring comfort in the darkest times. Rest easy knowing, at least, that your wife is at peace now and has been spared any further exposure to the evils of this world.
I am so terribly sorry for your loss. God's ways are not our ways, but we know that He loves us, and He has a plan. I believe that you will be reunited with her at the perfect time, and by then you will be blessed to understand why things had to be this way. Until that time, it will certainly be hard. Know that you will have many prayers for you and your healing. Trust God. I find turning to scripture can be very comforting. You might try playing an audio Bible on your phone or similar for comfort. In my experience, it can be truly astounding how the scriptures can bring comfort in the darkest times. Rest easy knowing, at least, that your wife is at peace now and has been spared any further exposure to the evils of this world.