Hello fellow patriots!
I know this has been hard for all of us, but these past few weeks have been torture. Little background on me so you understand my current predicament.
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32 year old, that only realized career wasn't everything a few years ago, working my way up the corporate ladder, and realized I wanted a family
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98% of the staff at my company are Liberals (my fault, I picked a Liberal Industry) so I've spent the past 5 years listening to my staff spew nonsense, and think I'm crazy
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Since my promotion, I have been asked to refrain from talking about Covid and masks with employees, they think I am crazy
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I've recently come to terms with the fact that I am an addict (adderall, alcohol, nicotine, gambling, caffeine, eating problems…I'm a mess)
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My uncle got the 2nd Pfizer vaccine in April, died 2 days later of a heart attack, and my fam thought I was crazy when I told them he died from the vaccine, and they proceeded to get the vaccine
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I had a break down, broke up with my boyfriend of 8 years, quit drinking, and moved in with my aunt
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Work has been overwhelmed this summer with everyone traveling, and the minimum wage increase has made it impossible to keep staff
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I've been keeping up hope, but last week was rough. Life has been throwing everything at me to try to make me cave, and I had a breakdown, and considered quitting my job
**Present Time:
My boss pulled me into a meeting and said my company would pay for me to go to Rehab for a month.
-30 Days to unplug sounds magical, but will it get me on a crazy list?
-I said I wouldn't do vax or masks or bloodwork, but am I walking into a cell?
-Would this be me giving up? I can get sober myself, this just seems much easier…
-We all know something is happening, I've made it this far, would this be tapping out right when things start getting good?
-Should I just go for the free vaca and interesting people?
I have no idea what to do so any and all advice is appreciated!**
P.S. Thank you all! I don't post much, but I read constantly. This place has gotten me through some dark times, and it gave me comfort to know I wasn't going through this alone! WWG1WGA
Listen, my family thinks I'm crazy as well. You are not crazy. You are awake. A gift that we on this site have received. You were smart enough to break through the programming. You are strong enough to break through thought-control/brainwashing. You have the ability in you to break the habits that chain you. Rehab would definitely help, but nothing helps like Jesus. Not to be preachy, but Jesus is the only thing that could change me. I'm your age, I have struggled as you are now. You can break the cycle. Go to rehab if the opportunity strikes you as something that could truly benefit you. You owe it to yourself to take the mental break. Wishing you success. 🙏
Came here to say this! ☝🏻 My Dad, Mike Lindell, and many other people would be the first to tell you that Jesus is the best help and rehab for addiction. It sounds like a cliche but it’s true. However, I also agree with what other people have said about researching rehabs, as well as AA, and seeing what exactly would be on your record for employment and most importantly a gun. If I was a single woman, not being able to own a firearm would be the number 1 reason for me to try and find a different alternative to rehab. But that’s just me. If you decide not to go to rehab and try to go it alone I would be careful about stopping any prescription drugs cold turkey and maybe do some research about that as well. I’m not a doctor so that isn’t medical advice, I’ve just heard that certain prescription drugs can be dangerous to just stop taking but I don’t know if that applies in your situation. I’ll be praying for you that God gives you wisdom in making your decision and strength for whichever path you choose!! 🙏🏻
☝️ This. Well said. Praying for you OP. Find your inner strength. 🙏