Sigh. I’m in the same position. I have friends better educated than me swearing that it’s very safe, they researched it and it’s definitely the right choice, etc. I don’t know what to say. I can admit when I’m wrong. My husband tried to tell me for many years the flu shot is not safe and effective. I was too naive and “trusted the science” just like I was supposed to. All by design. Now I see how right he was. He’s always been awake, but it’s a little complicated in his case because he also follows the Covid hysteria. It’s part of the scarring Taiwanese endured from SARS, and he can’t get past it. I could snap out of it and I’m still trying to get him out. Making progress, a lot better than I’m doing with this “friend” haha.