Your friends and family have ALWAYS been what they are now. But, for the sake of 'friendship' and familial ideals we are very good at glossing and avoiding.
I have two siblings that applauded the riots and orders for police to stand down. They had some kind of vague notion that this was justice, some how, for those with historic grievences. I pointed out that the rioters were destroying businesses and jobs of people who had nothing to do with anything other than simply trying to exist. They were unmoved.
They live in very nice homes in very nice neighborhoods and would be absolutely horrified if rioters came down their streets and the cops did nothing. But it was justice for it to happen to other people.
I have family member who are corrupt and evil. It's that simply. They call good evil and evil, good. They are lost, in every sense of the word. And, they love it that way. They are willingly lost. Slaves to darkness.
Multiple times Q has mentioned a future reunification after the reveal. For this reason I try not to burn bridges. But, sometimes you have to torch that sucker.
If this goes too much further, reproachment will be impossible. We might already be there. Hard to know. Some will burn down the world before they admit they got fooled.
The Bush family fooled me. When I discovered that I admitted it. Admitting you got fooled by world class criminals won't kill you. It might even save you.
I can't imagine being raised without a Mother because I had an extraordinary Mom. My Dad got a divorce when I was 6 and I had a working Mom when no one heard of such things. She always talked to me like an adult and she was brilliant. My best friend. I still talk to her eventhough she's in Heaven. The main reason I was awake as a child when (((they))) murdered JFK.
She grew up in East Texas (where Louie Gohmert represents) the daughter of a sharecropper...dirt poor. But eventhough she had no advantages grew up smart, cultured and ended up working for a Federal Judge. She was beautiful inside and out. 'A thing of beauty is a joy forever' - Keats
I believe your strength and self sufficiency come from your childhood and has made you courageous and adaptive to situations. You are honing your intelligence and logical mind. I believe you will continue to shine. Blessings fren!
She was fren. I admired her so deeply that I never wanted have her feel disappointed in me. My mother had tuberculosis when she was 17 and dr's sent her to a huge TB hospital in San Angelo, Texas because the air there was cool and dry and the patients slept on screened sleeping porches under many blankets because it was so cold. Her mom died while she was there and she had to take a bus all by herself across Texas at 17 to go back home heartbroken because my Grandmother had died of TB ironically. Mom studied voice because she wanted to be an opera singer but TB scarred her lungs too badly.
I tell you all of this because you impressed me through your self awakening. So wonderful!
I know you would have been an awesome Mother!
You're welcome... take care fren!