Yes Ma'am, many many many of us are living the same sort of experience, it does depend on your 'passion' for the matter but once one does begin to see it becomes more and more like that. I know it feels as though you are alone but you are not, we are millions and millions.

Not everyone gets it and those who do get some of it don't always get enough to grasp the nature of the Enemy or the depth of the corruptions, the Evil, the monstrous Reality.

It is not possible to download it, as you say, it takes a long time to get most normies, Bless their pointed little heads, to WANT to learn. That is the finished product of the Enemy's propaganda via decades of media and dishonest school agendas, 'they' have become numb to reality, their brain neurons fire off of facebook or trusting ABC and Government to think for them.

Most people cannot keep up, heck those of us who were largely awake decades ago cannot keep up with it all, in fact there are areas such as the pedo stuff I simply refuse to dig into. Others do dig, I don't need to do that so I don't, the scale of corruptions is so vast that none of us can keep up with it all.

And yeah, people are wired differently, we are each a unique thing. People around me get irritated with me when I laugh and say 'I can show you things or explain them to you but I cannot understand it for you'. People have forgotten how to think logically, and THAT is intentional, government and media gibs us that. I.E. some school districts do not require competency in math or reading to graduate high school. God has been kicked off campus.

Yes Ma'am, we suffer the same sort of trance-like interactions with those around us. Many of us watched since the 60s when forced busing began the ruination of our schools, we struggled to understand why government produced race-wars and poverty, we became shocked as we witnessed the corruption of LBJ - that was a big red pill for me - and Carter, compared to Nixon they were monsters. We saw Vietnam be a political mess of idiocy, and we knew 'something' was majorly wrong.

With the fall of the USSR we thought we saw an opportunity to force our corrupt government back inside the Constitution, we tried Perot. We failed of course, we did not then realize how vast were the corruptions, how bogus was the totality of media and government agencies, how powerful the corporate engines.

We lacked everything we now have, we didn't know it but we needed This Timeline.

We needed instant comms to get around media propagandas and save us time trying to research matters. We needed the internet to share with each other, we needed help from inside which only in the last few years we have gotten, honest actors within government who had access to all the Tools the corrupt powers wielded against us.

And we needed a Champion who was not a politician or weak person, who loved God and Freedom, America and Americans. Someone who was not subject to the blackmails or bribes or ego-stroking media attentions or the grosser commodities the Enemy uses as trade goods, such as Humans. We needed Trump, we needed This Timeline.

Some of us have been frustrated for decades, we fight and we dig and we think we vote and yeah, we know what we know but we cannot understand it or accept it for others. But we must try, our Service is to cushion them, help them see it as it unfolds, help them remain sane as they understand the insanity of the false reality.

God Bless you, stay strong, know you are not alone, we are millions.

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