Look, I totally understand the call, at that point I don't think more than 5% of people were red-pilled, and without really analyzing and everyone saying the official story, that call is just and honorable.

At that point you signed onto a job under the presumption that it was the right thing to do, and understandably. If you acted honorably in that time the dishonor remains higher up the chain.

Especially that you recognize the error, I can't speak for God, but I would expect/hope that this would more than make up for any bad karma tied to yourself. (For myself too in other, less distinguished ways)