I'm very sorry for your losses. That is awful. I personally don't know anyone who's died from it, luckily, but I know many people who have had bizarre side effects. One friend of the family ended up with facial palsy for a couple of months. Another friend has had nosebleeds DAILY since getting her vaccine. Someone I knew through work got the J&J vaccine and ended up on a ventilator within a couple of weeks. Another person's arms went numb for a while. I mean, all those examples alone will keep me from ever getting it. I don't even need to know someone who died from it, but I hope more stories get out there.