5 minutes after I prayed answers came to me. I asked him why we must suffer if he is omnipotent and already died for my sins. Why can he not just come back now and wipe our tears away. The answer I got was that we must go through this pain to grow stronger. Pain is how all things are taught. We learn and grow to avoid pain. We were perfect in the garden, but we bit the apple not knowing what would happen. Now with our capability for wisdom we must be taught. We were perfect, now we must learn to be as close as we can with sin in our lives. Only through pain does this occur. He gave us free will. Its why he allows us to kill each other in wars and these evil fuckers to do what they do. This world is a test to prove who is worthy. He intervenes and gives us chances to be redeemed. He gives us so many, only when you pray to him for strength does he give it. We suffer and lose because we need to keep growing and prove we are worthy of salvation. You can't have salvation unless you believe in him and the cross. You can't believe in him without faith, theres no other way. You can't have faith without going through pain and being desperate for a savior and salvation. Each and every challenge we face was put into our lives to sharpen us and give us the path to redemption. God bless all those who need strength right now. Give mercy, I pray you offer even the worst among us a path for redemption and a place in heaven. The worst of the worst, even that bastard Soros. If he's human that is, strike your fear into him and wake him up. I pray you hear this and save those who are truly lost as you saved me. Save us all. No man, not Trump, not Washington, not Patton, not even superman could save us if he was real. You are the only being in existence capable. If you don't save us no one can or will. We need you Jesus. Bring back all the heroes of history and not even them together on the same page could save us without you. Even if we brought down the cabal, we would still sin, we would still fall, the snake is still in the garden. We need you. Jesus Christ you are my savior. Please give us all strength.