That's where it gets too foggy to say, I asked God for ultimate perspective (his) and empathy for it before any of my awakening happened, of which this was one of the ultimate revelations. Can't say 'who' I was when feeling/knowing, that's kinda the beauty of it though...could have been me (who am I?), could have been literally anyone 'else', or we could all be one/rays of a prism and both really = the same thing.