An internet friend posted they had covid. Was admitted. They began using remdesivir. I posted please research, it has deadly side effects and attached an article.
They respond, admonishing me for scaring them. I’m so very sad. For the past four years or so I’ve spent thousands of hours researching and reading about this whole mess and the few times l reach out to help the people either laugh or get mad. My daughter and brother got the vax and I’m horrified for them.
I’ve followed my research and feel better than I have in years. Literally turned my life around.
I’m trying, Lord. When will this madness end?
The Lord knows your heart brother/sister. He knows your concerns, your worries. What your trying to do. For me personally, I’m pretty much in the same boat. I’m trying. But I’ve been assured my worries, that affect me daily, are pretty pointless. My fights, my arguments, is energy wasted. I cannot save anyone. I can try. And I will keep trying. But only God in Heaven can save them. Our friends and family. I want to fight for them. And have been shown, “ you wanna fight for them?”.. then get on your knees and pray. I’ve learned it’s arrogant of me to think I, myself, can save anyone. But my God can save them all.
I just humble myself. Pray for God’s blessings. It’s ok to ask for things. I sometimes feel selfish asking God for things like help. Help with understanding. Help with day to day problems. I’m like, “come on guy, you don’t need help with everything “ But I do. I have to hold the hand of Jesus just to get through most days. And I’m so thankful He is always there to help me. I help others the best I can. But if I’m getting weighed down with grief, and sadness. It’s time to let the Father take the reigns. Give those worries to Him. We are not designed to handle these issues. Let God fight your battles. Otherwise you’ll break. Take the knee. Give it everything you’ve got. God loves preforming miracles. Give Him a miracle prayer. And hold on.
Your going to be just fine. Here’s a song about talking to Jesus someone posted earlier this week. It was pretty amazing how it hit be dead center at the right time. I’ve just got to learn, I can’t fight this world’s problems. But my God can. And I’ll worship my Father in Heaven, forever.
https://youtu.be/OXsxw1fRHMA