Not trying to antagonize. I understand death has been a part of communism and many other cabal-associated atrocities in the world. They are satanists. They feed off us, literally and figuratively. If you can see and believe this evil exists, then maybe you can open your mind and ask for strength and help during your difficult time.

We don’t always understand the how or why. I believe this world is not permanent and we are destined for greater things. But right now humanity is nearing the brink and we can use all the blind faith or whatever else we can get to help us through.

Good luck pede. I will say a prayer for you right now.