Pedes, This journey is long and arduous. I've felt pretty isolated, alone, and stressed about what's going on in the world. It's gotten to a point where I can't have a healthy relationship with my girlfriend of 3 years. She's not fully awake, but she isn't a complete npc either.
How do you keep yourself positive through all this, and how do you clean yourself of this negativity? The last thing I want is to bring this stress and negativity onto the people I care about.
Its a tough thing to do. Faith will help you carry it, live day to day doing the best you can. Have a break, put down the phone, turn off the TV remember what its like to just be. Read aome scripture if you are that way inclined.