Pedes, This journey is long and arduous. I've felt pretty isolated, alone, and stressed about what's going on in the world. It's gotten to a point where I can't have a healthy relationship with my girlfriend of 3 years. She's not fully awake, but she isn't a complete npc either.
How do you keep yourself positive through all this, and how do you clean yourself of this negativity? The last thing I want is to bring this stress and negativity onto the people I care about.
You should feel stressed because we are living through the greatest mass murder in human history in preparation for the New World Order's Great Reset.
If you aren't a prepper then I suggest you focus on preparing for the dark days ahead. Build a well stocked first aid kit and buy some (fish) anibiotics and ivermectin from online veterinarians / farming supplies. Ensure you have a huge stockpile of food, water, toilet paper and paper towels. Arm yourself and ensure you have plenty of warm clothing and blankets if you live in a cold climate. Also get some candles, solar powered garden lights that you can bring inside at night and some hand-crank torches for when the power gird is compromised.
As for your girlfriend: communication is a huge part of any relationship, so make sure you tell her how you FEEL about the dark days ahead and try to make her understand why she needs to discuss these things with you. This may work and it's likely you've already attempted this, however the harsh truth is sometimes people grow apart and if two people can't grow together then the relationship may need to end for the sake of both of your happiness, rather than allowing it to slowing and painfully dwindle.
The people you care about should be stressed too. Encourage them to prepare but be mindful about how many people know you're prepping because those are the people who'll show up on your front door when the shit hits the fan.