Pedes, This journey is long and arduous. I've felt pretty isolated, alone, and stressed about what's going on in the world. It's gotten to a point where I can't have a healthy relationship with my girlfriend of 3 years. She's not fully awake, but she isn't a complete npc either.
How do you keep yourself positive through all this, and how do you clean yourself of this negativity? The last thing I want is to bring this stress and negativity onto the people I care about.
Visit churches and find a minister that is speaking to you. You have to find a minister who sees the evil all around us today. We did this back in July and found a minister in touch with what is going on in the world. He is speaking to us about what God has to say about it all. We couldn’t live with starting our week with his positive thoughts and how God teaches us to break through the evil we are seeing. Satan wants you to feel negative thoughts. Satan wants you to disconnect with your family and your girlfriend. Nothing would make Satan happier than you breaking up with your girlfriend. You have to be aware of when Satan is coming in to your life. Satan is real and alive and having a field day right now.
God has given us the tools. Reading the Bible isn’t easy for some without biblical context, this is where you find a minister who SPEAKS to you. There are online ministers who can do this, if you are not comfortable being in church. They church we found is very small and just outside our big city. But he knows the Bible and teaches with historical context and paints the stories to give us hope that there is a better place to be in.