Pedes, This journey is long and arduous. I've felt pretty isolated, alone, and stressed about what's going on in the world. It's gotten to a point where I can't have a healthy relationship with my girlfriend of 3 years. She's not fully awake, but she isn't a complete npc either.
How do you keep yourself positive through all this, and how do you clean yourself of this negativity? The last thing I want is to bring this stress and negativity onto the people I care about.
Being in shithole Ontario Canada, I go through the ringer a lot while planning my great return back to the states my fren. When I get overloaded with negativity and anger about whats going on around me, I simply take a break. Take some time and do the hobbies I enjoy and the passions God has put in me. Being awake was never supposed to be easy, just take some time for yourself and pray about it.