Pedes, This journey is long and arduous. I've felt pretty isolated, alone, and stressed about what's going on in the world. It's gotten to a point where I can't have a healthy relationship with my girlfriend of 3 years. She's not fully awake, but she isn't a complete npc either.
How do you keep yourself positive through all this, and how do you clean yourself of this negativity? The last thing I want is to bring this stress and negativity onto the people I care about.
Do some grounding..walk barefoot on grass or sand or rocks ... discharge all the negativity into the ground. Let the earth heal you. Listen to royal rife frequencies....you can get them online...Do a parasite cleanse. You can get them from touching a handle even. They can make you schizophrenic ....as well as other illnesses particularly cancers as they get into the cells. There are loads of natural items to cleanse you...look online. .help others...biggest boost I know